Hello to all!!!!  I am 26 and i go to Indiana University South Bend.  I have a few semesters left then i will have my BA in Communications.  My hope is to be involved with hollywood somehow  ie  an agent, director, producer, something like that. 

anyways....  I've never been thin and i've never been extremely overweight.  Ok ok i am morbidly obese but i wear it well?  LOL  that's what everyone says.  the fact of the matter is i work my ass of on a daily basis.  i have two beautiful daughters  1 n 4 and work two jobs....one being a manager at pizza hut with sucks cause i just love pizza....no seriously i do!!! 

It's time for me to be able to fully be me instead of hiding behind all this fat!!!!!  I tend to be the bitch because why be vulnerable.  I'm tired of being the bitch.  I want to love others....most importantly i'm now ready to love myself!!!!!   My surgery isn't till July because of insurance but it's ok cause i have to really get ready for this. 

I quit smoking on the third but it's not working out to well...  i love smoking....but i would love to be thin n healthy more....so i'm done  but now i'm feeling like i lost my best friend...  which sounds so dumb after i say it out loud!!!!

i've never been part of an online community before so i'm not really sure what to expect but here i am!!!!!


About Me
south bend, IN
Location
23.0
BMI
RNY
Surgery
07/08/2009
Surgery Date
Jan 07, 2009
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