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Feelin a lil lost today.  Yesterday was my get back on track day, and im doing pretty good withmy workouts adn eating right, but yet I still feel down for some reason.  I thought id feel happy that im doing well getting back on track..Makes it a lil hard since  tend to eat when im down.. I havent.. still on track but just tryin to type things out instead of head to the fridge.  Makes me mad that I even got off track, and for what.. food? Why is it that food controls me like that??

Maybe its a combination of things,  weening my self off all the junk i had over xmas breaK(thats pretty sad, i have to wheen my body off junk).  Maybe its that im a lil homesick and miss my family over the holidays.  I miss having them around, and I miss my friends too.  Having just moved to Alaska.. lol I only have 1 or 2 friends that I dont see often, they have younger kids and have pretty strict schedules.  Maybes its the dark of Alaska getting to me...

Whatever it is, IT SUCKS!  Im a happy person and I do not like feeling this down.

ok well thats enough venting.  THanks for listening whoever reads this.

Just a quick post cause im sooo EXCITED!!!  So most of you know I recently fell and sprained my ankle pretty bad and was on crutches.. well that stopped me from being able to work out mostly. I got kinda down about it, fell off track and gained a few of the 10 lbs i had lost back.  (note: i have not had weightloss surgery, tryin on my own) .  Well ive recently started back on my exercise bike and I lost back to where i was the other day at -10! and ttoday i got on and im even lower at another -2lbs to make a total of -12lbs!  WOOOHOO lol only 88 more to go now!!!  So glad i was able to get back on track and its because of all of your support that I did :) 

I know I can do this :), maybe not perfectly but in the end, I WILL WIN!

 FUny stuff!! go see

http://elfyourself.jibjab.com/view/V41M8TBCo6SsRFj4?cmpid=ey_fb_self

Dont know whats up with my computer but I cant get my java script to load the chat and I miss yall!!!!!!!




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