2weeks post op

Aug 20, 2009

hi fam. 2weeks and 2days post op. so far i have lost 25lbs. very excited! i am still in the process of learning how to realize when i am full and being content with it. its gonna take more time, but i know in the end it is the best. i have leearned to slow down,chew, and think about the food infront of me! i can truly say that i am proud myself.when i sit and think about it, my world was surrounded by food, and it actually made me happy. like the other day i was telling my mother we were gonna go to the amusment park, and immedatly i began to get happy thinking about the sanwhiches and chips i could have. seem like some kinda endorfins went off and i mean i wasreally happy thinking about the food, and NOT the fun i was gonna have, but the FOOD! that was really crazy and i am glad i am begining to see areas i need to work on. man i got happy over the food i was gonna eat and not the fun at the park! and then i realized i just had the surgery and that was not gonna happen and then i got kinda depressed and did not want to go, is that not crazy or wut. i think here in the U.S. we learn this behavior because everywhere you turn there is food! i am learning that food is not eveything, and to find enjoyment in other things and not food!

       

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montclair, VA
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31.8
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RNY
Surgery
08/04/2009
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Jul 20, 2009
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