Janice, Take it easy today, Take some deep breaths. Focus on the positives! Get a massage. Tomorrow you'll be a loser. In my book you are sweet, kind, considerate! I'm praying for the Lord to guide your physician and to grant you an uneventful painfree surgery as well as a speedy uneventful recovery. Hurry on back to us, we will miss you! Can't wait to hug you and welcome you to the losers side. Len