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Everything is still the same... still sitting at 126 lbs.  No change since last month. 

I went to the doctor yesterday for a check up.  I weighed 126 lbs!  Fantastic!  I spoke to the doctor about trying to gain weight back and he suggested going back on the birth control shot "Depo Prevera".  So, I did!  I got my shot yesterday and hopefully this works!  I'll keep you posted!

Okay, got onto the scale this morning.  It declared me at 125.8 lbs!  Thank goodness!  I have gained three pounds back.  I'm very excited about that.  I have been eating loads of crap that I should not be consuming.  Not sure what else to do.  I had a co-worker that had this surgery several years ago.  She lost a bunch of weight and all I ever saw her eat was junk food and a bunch of candy.  It seemed like she was eating all day long.  I finally asked her, "Why do you eat that crap?"  She told me that she had to eat it in order to maintain her weight because she had lost too much.  She tried eating all the right stuff and nothing added the weight back on until she turned back to junk food!  OMG!  Are you kidding me? 

Well, needless to say...........I tried what she was doing and turned back to the junk food!  Low and behold, it is working!  My weight is comming back up!  We'll see where this takes me!

Okay.... I'm kinda freaking out and not sure how to deal with this.  I weighed myself yesterday and the scale is telling me that I am 122 now.  So, I have lost 4 more lbs this past month.  I'm upset about this and am doing everything not to lose anymore weight.  I went to Burger King yesterday and bought myself a Whopper and ate that sucker.... amazingly enough, I didn't get sick!  It was soooo good!  It took me about an hour to eat it, but I got that suciker down!  LOL!  I have been eating everything that I can fit into my pouch without making myself sick.  I went on a sugar overload yesterday as well...  I ate a King Size bag of peanut M&M's!  Bad Girl!  They were good when I was consuming them and then I got nausea and light headed.  I had to sit down for awhile and then tried to make myself puke them out but that didn't work  Go figure.  It all passed about an hour later.  

Anyway.... Does anyone have any suggestions on how to stop the weight loss????  I want to gain about 10 - 15 lbs back!  I need advice.  Dr. Jawad just tells me that my body will know when to stop! 

I went to my yearly check up with Dr. Jawad....  He is such a god sent!  I was sure that I was gonna get chewed out cause I haven't been taking my iron and all my vitamins like I should.  I take them when I remember..... Which isn't very often!  Well, the blood results were surprisingly all good!  I was a little low on my vitamin D, which is no big deal.  I am apparently one of the lucky ones!  His scale told me that I weigh 126.8 lbs.  That kinda scared me but he told me that as long as I don't go below 120 that I am good.  He said that I should bounce back up and that I have indeed bottomed out on my weight.  Thank goodness!  I discussed a boob job with him and he is not making me wait the 18 months because he says that I am where I need to be.  Awesome....  I can start titty shopping now!  Very excited about that!  I feel great and I know I feel better when I have my next surgery!  Woo Hoo! 

Today is June 19, 2012.  I have been maintaining the weight of 130 lbs for about 6 weeks now.  My one year mark is June 27.  I have my year check up on June 25.  I have to go get blood work done before I go so they can check my levels.  I'm doing pretty good so far.  No problems noted.  I've read in several peoples profiles that at your one year mark is where you bottom out on your weight and then jump back up about 10-15 lbs.  God, I hope this is the case with me!  I have gotten too skinny and am afraid that my appearance is almost anorexic. I am wearing a size small in shirts and a size 3 in pants.  Some of the 3's are loose and I don't like it.  My boobs are small now which is weird cause I'm use to being large chested.  I have every intention on getting a boob job within the next 12 months.  I don't need a tummy tuck or anything else.  I have been very blessed with not having sagging skin.  Thank goodness! 

Okay, I think that I am having problems but I am procrastinating on calling my doctor.  I'm already taking the Gall Bladder meds for my sludge issues.  The past four days I have been having pain in my abdominal area that comes and goes.  It feels like the same pain I had from the Gall Bladder two months ago.  Okay, so I am working my way through that.....  Here goes the screwed up part.....  I started smoking again (DUMB DUMB DUMB!!!!).  I picked them back up in December of 2011.  So, the last couple of days I felt like I just wanted to DYE!  I've got the burning in my chest that nothing seems to ease it.  I don't know if I caused an ulcer from smoking or not!!!!

Now, lets add this to the mix....  I ran out of my regular little anti acid pills.  So, I started taking my husbands cause it is the same brand but he has the capsule kind.  So for about 6 days I have been sucking this pill down everyday.  Last night I went and bought my little anti acid pills from the store.  Would you freaking believe that I feel fantastic today?  I'm dwelling on this now, I'm wondering if that plastic capsule is not digesting in my new pouch and causing me these freaking problems!  I'm gonna give this a few days before I call the doctor.........   

Oh and yesterday the scale told me that I weigh 134!  I don't want to lose anymore weight!  I pray it stops soon! 

I got onto the scale this morning and it told me that I now weigh 140 lbs!  I'm 5 ft 6 inches.  Okay that isn't bad.... problem is that I don't want to lose anymore weight!  I started at 242 and have now lost 102 lbs.  I had the Gastric Bypass on June 27, 2011.  It has only been 8 months.  How do I stop losing?????  Does anyone have any advice for me?

Today is Monday, February 6, 2012.  As of today I weigh 145 lbs!  WOO HOO!  Life is good!  I have had minor problems with my gall bladder but I am currently on meds due to sludge in there.  Pain is under control and haven't really had any major issues with it as of yet.  Two days ago I went to Golden Corral with my husband and daughter for lunch.  I was doing good.... small salad, small helping of mashed potatoes with gravy, and broccoli with cheese.  THEN.... they brought out a fresh dish of banana pudding!  OMG!  I got a small serving of it and was fine.  Then I wanted a little bit more so I grabbed another small serving.  I ate that and no problem!  We left and made it half way through the parking lot and I got sick!  SUGAR OVERLOAD!  OMG I thought that I was gonna die!  I threw up twice on the way home.  Went to bed when I got there and then slept for like an hour and a half.  When I woke up I was perfectly fine.  GO FIGURE! 

I went to my 6 month check up expecting to get a lecture about not taking my vitamins and my  levels being out of whack!  I don't take my pills like I should.  I take my B12 once a week, my iron pills maybe once a week when I remember, I don't take the calcium pill at all cause I drink alot of milk, and I don't do my multi-vitamin cause I break out in a rash with it.  With that said, I did my blood work a week before my appointment and expected a but chewing from the doctor.  But to my surprise, NO CHEWING was needed.  My blood work came back perfectly and apparently I am one of the lucky ones that my body adjusted to the change well and is producing everything it needs properly!  Woo Hoo!  My husband was in shock cause he is always on my tail about my vitamins.  The doctor scale said that I have lost 84 lbs and the doctor told me that everything looks great!  What a relief!