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This is the first time I'm writing anything on this site because my computer has crashed at home and am limited with time at work. So I take the time out now to write about my disappointment and frustration with the insurance company that I have ,but also had to reschedule my surgery until January 26,2009 and change the type of surgery I am now having. Although I trust that it is in Gods hands if I am supposed to be blessed with this gift than it will happen . I have not even received a go from the insurance company as of yet because they are saying that I may not be fat enough. Well what exactly do you call fat enough ? I'll tell you a little bit about myself . For as long as I can remember like at the age of 2yrs. old I loved food and it made me feel good and it took me away from anything that didn't quite seem right. I was one of those little kids that was very hyper-sensitive I felt everything. Food was my love and it is because of that I have struggled and suffered with a love affair with food my whole life. I've done many things to try and lose weight throughtout the years . So many desperate desperate attempts from having my jaws wired to hypnotism ,optifast, TOPS, W.W. Bohemian Diet,Atkins, I've been in tx. centers for food addiction 3 times for 90 days Overeaters Anonymous for 23yrs. in and out of relapse. I am a woman who has missed out on some very important things in my life I believe as a result of my low self estem  due to my obesity . Currently I have numerous physical problems related to my obesity that require surgery and weight loss and the insurance company is questioning wether or not I meet their criteria of being not fat enough. I weigh 198 lbs. at present  I stand 4'10 have a BMI of 41 I have sleep apnea ,need a right knee replacement and high blood pressure. So if and when somebody glances at this please keep me in your prayers and certainly feel free to respond.