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Well I posted last friday stating its been since 10/20/08 since the scale moved. I was told that my body had to take time to get used to the drastic weight loss. ok 2 1/2months later and nothing. so i decided to post on the board for some help. I started getting rela depressed about the situation. I look good but im so scared im gonna back to the way it was. I felt that i did this surgery just to loose 40lbs only. Yeah 40 is major for me. But I know i got to keep going. I want to loose anothe 30-40 more pounds. Im not going to stop till I get there. I just dont feel im at acomfortable weight. i can waer size 14 in the regular store but i want to wear a  9/10.  I'll defintely be happy there. well in the two moths i've learned what it takes to mantain the weight, thats suppose to come later. U know a new year and everybody is loosing or wanting to loose weight i can't let these women  at work pass me. And i can't eat like them. oh hell naw!!!  Im a fighter to the end. My motto never settle! Go for what u know and kick ass.
So after posting the ladies sugessted shocking the body by starting the liquids again and no food. I said damm im gonna starve but two days later im 1.5lbs lighter. Yeeeahim going in the right direction. Im so happy. If thats what its gonna take protein drinks for a while im gonna do it... Continue with my excersise so i can be rigth for the summer time. Wheni go to NY they are not going to recognize me.. they gonna think im one of Luke's Dancers lol!!! i dont care i just want the weight off of me. Wel thanks for listening and reading guys. Love u all!!! 

Im feeling really good about myself 8weeks and i m down 27lbs. I was 194 last year after i had my hysterectomy surgey. Then i gained like 28lbs in like 9months. I just wanted to at least shed those 28lbs. I like to make small goals for my self. My next goal is to see 30lbs down, then i'll be looking for another 20lbs down.. this is exciting. at first I started to get depressed cause i still feel fat. But i'm finally loosing and im not killing my self excerising . I walk 6x a week and now im going to add aerobics twice a week. But i feel great. Clothes are looser. My boyfreind is crazy cause the weight is falling off.  Well susrprise he hasn't seen anything yet. Well stay tuned. Today is 9/05/2008. So I am averaging 3-5lbs a week. Except the week they had me on the steriods. I did'nt loose any weight, and then the following I realize i could eat chocolate. Boy I ate too much chocolate. i dint loose a pound. I hurried got off that sugar high and i'm back to my normal eating and boom -3lbs. So the moral of the story is stick to what your suppose to eat and it will come off. yepppie 

Today was my first day back to work.  yukk!!! I felt so weird everybody looking at me so strange. I went for my 2 week post op and the doctor stated I lost 14lbs, i thought that was good for me. he said because i don't have that much to lose don't expect like 30lbs to just fall off. Ok I said I would weigh my self maybe once a week? Im afraid of the scale. Im doing what im suppose to do, why am i so afraid? Then im finding myself depressed more than usual. I am still taking my antidepressants. I can't even drink 32oz of water yet. How am isuppose to get 64oz of water?

I started walking last week, but i want to gradually go back to arobics but I don't wanna kill myself, it'sonly been 3 weeks from RNY. I have a girlfriend that did the lapband and she's 5weeks out and she's at the gym 3-4days a week. There is a big difference in recovery right?  She says she can eat almost anything,but usally 3 cups a day. Me im still on pureed, mostly soups,protein drinks.  I thought  i would be happy... whats wrong with me?? I guess i need words of encouragements i guess. Pick me up!!