NoTt EvErYdAy iiZ A GoOd DaY.! =/

Jul 03, 2008

Well... thank God,, im doing great with my surgery... No Complications,, No Pains,, Nothing.! im down 128 in 6 Months.!!! Which is grrrreat,, but these Emotional Rollercoaster im On Suckz.!!!

One Day im happy,, and confident,, and loving life... the next day im sadd and lonely... before surgery,, i was all about me... dont gett me wrong i still am,, but i miss that company... i wanna be loved for me noww,, not after i lose the rest of ma weight... u know.? i feel like crying... ='[ ma hormones are all out of range... i started smokin cigarettes again =[ and yeah... Todays Not A good Day... But itll gett better,, tomorrows another day.!!! =/

~LoNeLy~

9 AwAy FrOm SuRgErY ReJeCtiOn.!

Jun 16, 2008

My BMI Was in the 70's pre op... Now its down to 49.! in only 6 months.! I almost cried when my NUT told me,, that if my BMI was 40 and below,, i wouldnt have been eligible for WLS.! a tear came down,, because all my life i was FAT,, i wanted WLS,, and here i am now.... 6 Months OUT.! down 128 lbs.!!! and Down 10 sizes.!!! FROM 406 to 278.! From size 32-34 to 20-22.!!! God has been so0o goo0d and faithfull to me.! thank u JESUS.! Hallelujah.! it seems like a dream... i love everyday of my new life.! i love my new confidence,, ma new strength,, ma new motivation.! ahhh im just lovin life.! i cant eat much,, but i can do other things that ive always wanted to do..! i am gratefull everyday of my life.! For GOD,, my dr JEAN-BAPTISTE and all my new friends From OH.! u have all touched my life one way or another.! thank u.! i wouldnt go back if they paid me.! I LOVE ME.!

thank u JESUS.! I LOVE U.!

{Am i DrEaMiN.?} 6 MoNtHz OuT.!

Jun 12, 2008

Hey.! Im 6 months out.! woo0 ho0o0.! lol i never thought id be here.! i remember just thinkin about the surgery... and here i am today.... Down about 125 lbs.!!! feelin great.! lookin even better.! Thank God ive tolerated everything good,, still never dumped.! and NEVER will.! lolzzz i have my 6 month appt tomorrow.! im excited.! cant wait.! other than that i dont regret this surgery one bitt.! id do it all over again if i needed to.! thank u Jesus.!

Down 115 ---> 5 1/2 MoNtHz.!

May 29, 2008

Current Weight:: 291Lbs.! [It seems unrealistic,, i can honestyl say i dont remeber ever being in the 200's,, it feels like i skipped that weight in my life... lol]

Total Lost:: 115 Lbz.!

Sizes Down:: 8 Sizez,, From a 32-34 to a 24-26.!

Im so0o excited.! God is so0o go0od.! Even tho im not very faithfull to him,, he remains faithfull to him,, i know without God i wouldve never been able to come this farr... no health problems,, before or after surgery... ive tolerated everything fine... NEVER dumped.! thank God,, i was so0o scared.. lolzz i can have a normal life,, gym,, walk,, etc have funn and feel confident... even tho im still 291,, i know so0n i will be in the 100's and i cant wait.! Thank u Lord for ur numerous blessings.! i truly do love u.! According to ur faith be it unto you.! Matthew 9:29

Well... as far as eating goes,, im doing go0d... ive tried almost everything and ive tolerated it pretty go0d... i just always try n gett protein in first...... im doing go0od..... but yeeeah.! God is Go0d.!

                        406 ---> 291

8LbZ AwAy FrOm 100 DoWn..!

Apr 14, 2008

Lets Just say im glad to0 be @ 314Lbs.! Dec '07 i Was Weighing in at 406Lbs.! Now here i am 4 months later and ive already LOST 92Lbs.! ive gone from a size 32 to a 22-24.! i honestly dont remember being a size 22 or 24.! i mustve been in like the 6th or 7th grade.! ive been heavy all my life.! i feel grrreat.! i have all my energy [thank God],, i just joined a gym and i loooooooooove it.! im happy.! [God is Good.!] Im working out 3-4 times a week.! Down to 2 protein shakes a day.! Yaaaaaiii.! Lol Im cleared to eat EVERYTHING now,, =0 uh uh,, not a go0od luck.! lol j/k im taking it slow,, i REFUSE TO GAIN WEIGHT.! Well lets just say im HAPPY.! Thank u Jesus.! Go0od Luck To All.! See Ya on The LOSERS Bench.!

11 Weeks Out!!! DoWn 66Lbs!!! Woo Woo

Feb 27, 2008

Im feeling grrrrrrreat!!!! down 66lbs!!!! went down 6 sizes... from a 31 to a 26!!!! i dnt remember the last time i was a 26!!!!!!! God is Good!!!! im sooo excited!!! i guess it pays to not be able to eatt tha Big Mac!!! Lmbo!!!

Keep pushin ya'll... it getts better!!!


2 MoNtHz PoSt Op

Feb 19, 2008

Ive Lost 45 plus LBS [[last weigh in 1-25-08]]  So Far... =] im still on the same solid foods... turkey,, chicken,, tuna,, shrimps,, beans,, eggs,, and fish... =[ its gettin easier... at times i gett sooo frustrated because i was never a bigg meat eater... sometimes i just want a piece of bread!!! lol... but i tell myself ITS JUST FOOD!!! i know with time it will gett better,, and with time i will be able to eat more... but all in all,, my strength is grrreat!!! my confident is grrreat!!! and im always ahead of the line when im walkin!!! woo woo!!! LoLZzz 

Thanks to OH for all the support!!!

1 MoNtH PoSt Op...

Jan 09, 2008

1 Month... i cant believe it!!! 

the first week and a half was pretty tough...  my energy was on 10%... i cried cause i didnt wanna eat, and i was dehydrated.... but to my excitement i lost 31 Lbs!!!


2nd week was better.... i was on puree... which was better.... i tolerated the food well.... was drinkin more.... and started on my protein drinks so my energy was back up at 99%.... lol

3rd && 4th week were grrrrrrrrreat!!!! i was back to my normal self.... almost.... lol here's watt my diet/ menu looks like:


Breakfast:
1/4 Cup of Special K Protein Plus *No milk, it makes me nauseous* (or)
1 Scrambelled egg, with taco sauce && reduced fat Cheese *yummy*


In Between:
1 Flinstone's Vitamin
8oz of Unjury Protein drink made with Fat Free Milk
At least 8oz of water


Lunch:
1/4 Cup of Tuna (or)
1/4 cup of ricotta cheese with Ragu Tomatoe & basil no sugar added spaghetti sauce (or)
1/4 ground meet *turkey* (or)
1/4 Cup of Chicken (or)
1/4 Cup of Beans! sometimes with taco sauce && Cheese *yummy* 

In Between:
1 Calcium Vitamin
8oz of Unjury Protein drink made with Fat Free Milk
at Least 8oz of Water

Dinner:

About the same as dinner except sometimes i add:

1/2 a 1/4 Cup of Vegetables *carrots, green beans, or cauliflower*
1/2 a 1/4 Cup of Mashed potatoes

*i usually cant eat it all*


Evening:
1 Calcium Vitamin
8oz of Unjury Protein drink *chicken soup flavor*
at Least 8oz of Water, mostly 16oz


Extra Vitamins
1 B-12 Vitamin twice a week! on Monday's && Thursday's!!!

And that's all Folks!!!








YoUr WeiGhT LoSs EqUaL'z

Jan 08, 2008

1 pound = a Guinea Pig
1.5 pounds = a dozen Krispy Kreme glazed donuts
2 pounds = a rack of baby back ribs
3 pounds = an average human brain
4 pounds = an ostrich egg
5 pounds = a Chihuahua
6 pounds = a human’s skin
7.5 pounds = an average newborn
8 pounds = a human head
10 pounds= chemical additives an American consumes each year
11 pounds = an average housecat
12 pounds = a Bald Eagle
15 pounds = 10 dozen large eggs
16 pounds = a sperm whale’s brain
20 pounds = an automobile tire
23 pounds = amount of pizza an average American eats in a year
24 pounds = a 3-gallon tub of super premium ice cream
25 pounds = an average 2 year old
30 pounds = amount of cheese an average American eats in a year
33 pounds = a cinder block
36 pounds = a mid-size microwave
40 pounds = a 5-gallon bottle of water or an average human leg
44 pounds = an elephant’s heart
50 pounds = a small bale of hay
55 pounds = a 5000 BTU air conditioner
60 pounds = an elephant’s penis (yep, weights more than his heart!)
66 pounds = fats and oils an average American eats in a year
70 pounds = an Irish Setter
77 pounds = a gold brick
80 pounds = the World’s Largest Ball of Tape
90 pounds = a newborn calf
100 pounds = a 2 month old horse
111 pounds = red meat an average American eats in a year
117 pounds = an average fashion model (and she’s 5’11”)
118 pounds = the complete Encyclopedia Britannica
120 pounds = amount of trash you throw away in a month
130 pounds = a newborn giraffe
138 pounds = potatoes an average American eats in a year
140 pounds = refined sugar an average American eats in a year
144 pounds = an average adult woman (and she’s 5’4”)
150 pounds = the complete Oxford English Dictionary
187 pounds = an average adult man
200 pounds = 2 Bloodhounds
235 pounds = Arnold Schwarzenegger
300 pounds = an average football lineman
400 pounds = a Welsh pony


1st Week Out!!!

Jan 03, 2008

Ahhh... i was so frustrated!!! i cried because i didn't want to eat... it was tuff... i cried because i was thirsty and couldnt *GULP* down a bigg glass of water... i  asked myself watt did i gett myself into?!!!


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Perth Amboy, NJ
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Nov 28, 2007
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