Free2Be_Me
Update!....Update!...Update!
Sep 12, 2011
HELLO "ALL" IT'S BEEN A MINUTE RIGHT. I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY WITH "LIFE" IN GENERAL AND HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO POST AND KEEP YOU GUYS IN THE LOOP ON MY WLS JOURNEY. I'M TRULY HAPPY WITH MY SUCCESS AND OVEALL TRANSFORMATION; I HAVEN'T FELT THIS GOOD AND POSTIVE ABOUT MY SELF-IMAGE IN A LONG TIME. THE OUTLOOK THAT I HAD ON HEALTHY LIFESTLYE AND WEIGHT, DIFFERS FROM WHEN I WAS IN MY TEEN YEARS. NOW I EMBRACE THE BEAUTY OF WHAT BEING HEALTHY FEELS AND LOOKS LIKE "FOR ME". IT’S NOT JUST ABOUT A SEXY BODY BUT RATHER LOVING THE SKIN I'M IN, BE IT A SIZE 5/6 OR 16. IT’S IMPORTANT TO BUILD A "SACRED PLACE" WHERE YOU HAVE COME FROM, MIND, BODY AND SOUL. THEIR WILL BE TIMES THAT YOU WILL FORGET BUT IF YOU CAN GO BACK TO THAT SACRED PLACE, IT WILL PUT YOU IN REMEMBERANCE OF YOUR PAIN, "SO TO SPEAK". QUOTE: SOMETIMES EXPERINCING PAIN WILL BRING ABOUT A CHANGE. I'M 3MONTHS FROM BEING 2 YEARS POST -OP AND I OWE THAT TO THE SACRED PLACE I HAVE BUILT FOR MYSELF. I'M NOW HOLDING WEIGHT IN THE 130's AND HAVE COMMITTED MY SELF TO NEVER GOING OVER THE 14O’s. THE RNY HAS REALLY PROVEN TO BE THE BEST TOOL FOR ME; TRULY IT HAS FORWARDED ME THE OPPORUTNITY TO SHARE MY EXPERINCE WITH OTHERS CONSIDERING THE SURGERY. IN THE BEGINNING IT WAS ABOUT ME BUT NOW IT’S ALL ABOUT OTHERS, THAT’S WHAT I LOVE ABOUT THIS JOURNEY MOST. IF I COULD CHANGE ANYTHING, IT WOULD BE ME DOING THIS SUGERY A LOT SOONER. TRULY IT WAS JUST MY SEASON OF CHANGE, IT COULN’T HAVE COME DURING A BETTER TIME IN MY LIFE. I’M AFRESHED AND FEELING BRAND NEW. DAILY I WAKE UP WITH EXPECTATIONS WITH WEIGHT BEING THE LAST THING ON MY MIND. MAN THAT FEELS GOOD!!!!! I WILL TRY MY BEST TO KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED AND IN THE LOOP ON WHAT’S UP WITH ME. PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK QUESTIONS AND IF YOU HAVE TIME, GO AND CHECK OUT MY FAME YOUTUBE VIDEOS AT “FAT AIN’T MY END”. I‘VE POSTED MY MOST RECENT YOUTUBE POST HERE ON MY “OH” PROFILE PAGE, CHECK IT OUT AND GIVE ME YOUR THOUGHTS. THAT’S ALL FOR NOW, MUCH LOVE, TTYL ;-) MUAH
Check Me Out: Fat Ain't My End -Video Blog Update
May 19, 2011
You can try the link but it usually does not work:
http://youtu.be/dk0bcc5qFIc
Check Me Out: Fat Ain't My End -Video Blog Update
Mar 30, 2011
Hey Fam, It's that time again: I updated my youtube video on my profile page, Check it out! Insert: If you'd like to see it in large form, you can go onto YouTube and type in "Fat Ain't My End" and 1 or several of vids will pop up. Just click on that vid and it will link you to my main page. Look for the most recent Vid, and your good to go.
You can try the link but it usually does not work: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2i6JBmffrVs&feature=player_profilepage
Month 15 Video post on profile page
Mar 01, 2011
Hey Fam, It's that time again: I updated my youtube video Month 15 on my profile page, Check it out! Insert: as usual, you can't fully see the vid on my profile, it cuts off toward the bottom. If you'd like to see it in large form, you can go onto YouTube and type in "Fat Ain't My End" and 1 or several of vids will pop up. Just click on that vid and it will link you to my main page. Look for the most recent Vid, and your good to go.
You can try the link but it usually does not work: www.onetruemedia.com/shared
Ps: in the vid I say month 14 but it's month 15.
Valentines Montage of "New Luv & I
Feb 16, 2011
for my new love and I.
. You can view here on my profile page. WOW! 5 Pounds in 5days...........Crazy Right!
Feb 09, 2011
. What did I do differently, now I have cut back a lil bit on my treat attacks
but nothing has changed that much. Perhaps I
used it out...Lol. I'm clueless
to this drop in pds . I'm so legalistic
about things that this makes no since. Nevertheless, I'm not all sad
over it but I'm not all elated
either. I just want to make sure I'm safely dropping the weight. I was happy with were I was but this drop will help me with my new challenge I started last night 2/8/2011, which is to work out 3/4 x a week for the next 90 days, non-stop. I'm really focusing on resistance training and building muscle, I want to be ripped up for the summer Y'all
. The smaller I am the more muscle I can build without look too manly. PIC OF ME ABOUT TO WORK-OUT, I FELT SO MUCH ENERGY AFTER WARDS THAT I CLEANED THE WHOLE HOUSE AND COOKED MY LUNCH FOR THE FOLLOWING DAY. DON'T TAKE AWAY MY ENERGY, I SO NEED THAT FOR THE STRESSERS COMING MY WAY......... OR MIGHT I SAY HATER'S....LOL FOLK

131 Pds, Wow! Wow! Wow!
I'm coming out, I want the world to know, Gotta let it show
Feb 03, 2011
Sometimes I just can't wait till the next post to share my experiences and life changes with you. I just not long ago made a post and was somewhat skeptical
about posting another but I thought to myself, what the heck! Somebody may need this
and perhaps get pumped up to jump outside their box or just plain get motivated. Either way, I decided that I'm not defined by how many post I make but rather how free I am to be me today. So in saying all that, a couple months back I shared with you guys my new hobby of mines “Swing out Stepping”
. I’m only a beginner; 4 months out now, but I thought it would be great to show my OH Fam my learned moves in live form. I hope you enjoy, however; the dance is much more beautiful when it’s illustrated with a partner. I'm going to get one of my swing bud's to vid me next time, so that I can show you the real deal….lol. Anyhow, my main intention for sharing is so that those of you that have had the surgery but not expanding yourself, can get inspired to step out into new territories and for those that are about to take the WLS jrny, to have something to look forward to. Whatever that new territory is for you, Let me be your #1
fan and cheer you on. Don’t wait
on life to give you an experience, you experiment
with life. Hope this Link works, if not; Its here on my profile page. Sorry for any issues in advance:
http://www.youtube.com/user/fAtAiNtMyEnd
LoVe Ya *****LaDeeShay****
STAYING ON TRACK
Feb 02, 2011
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***LaDeeShay***
13 Month "Fat Ain't My End" YouTube update
Jan 25, 2011
Hey Fam, It's that time again: I updated my youtube video Month 13 video on my profile page, Check it out! Insert: as usual, you can't fully see the vid on my profile, it cuts off toward the bottom. If you'd like to see it in large form, you can go onto YouTube and type in "Fat Ain't My End" and 1 or several of vids will pop up. Just click on that vid and it will link you to my main page. Look for the most recent Vid, and your good to go.
WhAt'S Up Ya'LL! JUST SHARING
Jan 07, 2011
As I look back over my life and last year in itself, I can truly say that I am blessed to have had the opportunity to recreate myself and image. It’s so clear to me NOW! That my weight was truly a barrier
to me experiencing fulfillment. You know, when you've been a certain way for so long, sometimes the reality of missing what you use to be or never had doesn't enter your mind, in till it enters your path . For example, in my youth I loved dancing, (not to brag) but I can remember crowds circling around me at school just to see me shake a tale feather...Lol. However after high school and years passing, I increased in size and my passion for dancing along with other ambitions died or rather F.E.A.R took over, which is FALSE EVIDENCE APPEARING REAL
. The evidence said I was overweight but the lie I believed was that I couldn't pursue on engage on certain desires because of it. I was once told, if you don't like what you have become then change it
easier said that don’t right. Well I did and found a tool to assist me with that
and here I am thin and ready to win again in every area of my life. The awesome thing about life and time is that you can make up for it, THANKYA GOD! for second chances
and THANK YOU for your continued support
, your ALL one in a million. Through it all, I had some 
not so good days but more good 
than anything. I GOT MY LIFE BACK "OH" AND DON'T PLAN ON GIVING IT BACK TO THE PASS ANYTIME EVER !!!Just to share a few things I've re-discovered, here are some photos that will do all the explaining. Much love, LadyShay
REKINDLING MY PASSION FOR DANCING- SWINGING OUT STYLE


NOT BEING AFRAID TO LET LOVE HAPPEN, EVEN IF YOU STAND THE CHANCE OF GETTING YOUR HEART BROKEN. Hey there... YOU CAN HEAL AGAIN


ENGAGING IN A SOCIAL LIFE



LOVING AND ENJOY BEING ME



ENJOYING AND WANTING TO BE AROUND FAM MORE



I hope these pics explains my my Happiness, Truly words can not express my joy.