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The calendar tells me it's Springtime, but the temperature and my body tell me it's still winter!  I can't wait to wear open toed shoes again, but I get so cold so quickly I think I'll keep my warm slippers near by!
I'm almost 15 months post-op and I am happy to say that I am still very happy about my desicion to have surgery.  More and more new comers that have been coming to Arnot Vestal group are having surgery and speaking up about how wonderful they feel. Our meetings are a more like Pep Rallies!  Now when I shout from mountain tops about how wonderful this whole process has been I won't be alone!
Hugs to all!

As the Holiday's dwindle away I am scared to death that depression will set in.  I think I have prevented it by staying super busy with all the holiday happenings, but now that they are over will I be able to continue in an up beat mode?
The winter months were always the hardest for me.  I ate more, exercised less and became more and more depressed. 
I hope that now that I am aware of things I may be able to avoid them!!!!

I have an appointment with my psychologist this coming week to talk about the issue of excess skin and how it is making me feel.  Every time I look at my appointment book I want to call and cancel the appointment. 
I am so afraid that I will only feel worse.  I am terrified that "it" is going to harm my marriage.  My husband is my biggest supporter........... it's not him, it's me!
I hate the way I look naked.  The excess skin makes me wanna puke!

I still feel wonderful, I just wish I looked as good as I feel. 

I've had 'puter problems and have not been able to post or read about my OH Family....I miss you guys!

It's been a busy few months!

I've been battling with self-image....I FEEL great but when I look in the mirror I don't recognize who's looking back.  It's a very weird feeling.  I am down 157 pounds to date.  I haven't weighed this "little" since 1984. I might have bounced up and down a few times, but it never lasted; I always gained more back.  It's like I am in denial or waiting for the weight to come back. If I think about it often,  it becomes or causes depression.  When I see people I haven't seen in awhile I always hear " I didn't recognize you"  that's exactly how I feel every time I look in the mirror! If I just concentrate on how I feel and my wow moments then I am fine, because I truly feel great. I can do so much more with so much energy that it is truly unbelievable.

My next hurdle since we've spoken is my dumping experience.  SUGAR is NOT my friend.  I ate a small amount by accident trying to prevent my son from making a mess and paid for it for 4 horrible hours and most of the next day.  I am anal about food labels so I could have hit myself when I allowed this stupid thing to happen.  It was a painful, horrible reminder to stay away from sugar. 

My little one also started preschool last week.  Running back and forth has kept me very busy.  He was less hesitant than I was...........LOL.  Kids sure do grow up fast! Glad I am able to take the time and now have the health to enjoy everyday!

All my best to all of you!
LisaRae 

It's hard to believe that it's been seven months already.  I've lost 142 lbs and I'm feeling great.  My hair loss is slowing down and new hair growth has begun and although I still suffer from back pain due to all the realignment, this was truly the best decision I've ever made.
Taken from group last night...........Why weight loss surgery??? BECAUSE I AM WORTH IT!
Hugs and blessing to all!

It's finally happening.  My hair is starting to grow back.  I am almost 7 months post-RNY.  I am still losing hair, but at least I know that some of it is starting to come back! Guess I won't go bald afterall.

Life is good!
I just got back from my 6 month post-op check up.  I weighed in at 270 lbs.   I am soooo thrilled.  With the exception of back pain I feel great.   The doc says that back pain in normal due to the amount of weight I've lost.  Hopefully, with more exercise that will go away.  For the first time in years I bought a pair of pants that don't have an elastic waist.  I was so excited.  I think I forgot how to button and zipper!  LOL. 
Happy 6 month Anniversay to all you December peeps!  I'd like to thank all of you for your support and understanding.  It's great having friends to share journey with.