What Will Happen
What will happen to the little girl in me, the fat one who has been teased and taunted for years?  The one with no self esteem and is afraid of people?  The one who crys for attention but runs at the sight of it... I PRAY SHE GOES IN PEACE!

What will happen to the promiscous young women in me who looked for love in all the wrong places?  The one with low self esteem who just wanting her hair played with and her hand held?  I PRAY SHE GOES IN PEACE!

What will happen to the woman I am now?  The woman with some self esteem and self respect who is finally kinda okay in her own skin.  The one who has learned to be faithful and love with all she's got.  The one who will dance, sing, and smile.  I PRAY SHE STAYS HUMBLE AND MODEST!!


GOALS
  
Cross my legs**** DONE
 Ride a rollercoaster**** DONE
 Shop at Victoria Secret
 Run for a cause
T
ake a real bath 
Sit in ANY chair without thought****DONE 
Sit on HIS lap ****DONE
Be picked up ****DONE
Get rid of back pain **** DONE
Get rid of foot pain **** DONE
Wear a teddy 
Go Ziplining in Maui 
Wear a shirt that shows my belt 
To wear shorts ****DONE and a skirt!!
To have a visable jaw and cheek bone**** DONE 
Ride a horse 
To use a bath towel instead of a bath sheet **** DONE
P1010127.jpgI took this picture in montana 2005.
montana001.jpgMy Heros.  Mom and Grandma
PHENIX.jpgThe simple story of the Pheonix represents my trials of addiction and recovery.
IT WAS CONSUMED MY FLAMES DUE TO IT'S OWN ACTS, THEN ROSE FROM IT'S ASHES TO BECOME MAGNIFICINT.
na2.jpgThis program saved my life.
ththhellostick.gifI just think this is cute.
FORGIVEN2.jpg  No words can express the power of this picture.
jb_angelina_jolie07.jpgShe is HOT!
collin2.jpg So is he!
mb3800x600.jpg  GO KINGS!!!!!!
trace_adkins_3.jpg I LOVE Trace!!

About Me
Elk Grove, CA
Location
31.5
BMI
RNY
Surgery
04/26/2007
Surgery Date
Jan 31, 2007
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