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My name is Rachel and I am the mother of two beautiful children, Wyatt and Rosalyee. I am currently up to 310 pounds on a 5'7" frame which is almost the highest I've ever been. My weight has crept up on me through the years with the major gains happening when I've been emotionally upset. I was a little chunky in elementary school but not too bad, but my mom never failed to mention my weight and my eating habits on a daily basis. She then married my step father and we moved to Wisconsin from California. From there we moved to North Dakota to a small school where everyone had grown up together since they were small. At that time I was up to 170-180 pounds and all I heard and could think about was how fat I was. I would LOVE to be that "fat" again. Several moves later kept the pounds coming. I feel like I have no willpower and no self esteem. I am now married to a man who thinks that he needs to keep me well fed and needs to do everything for me. While I think he means well, it's killing me and I have to do something!!!
