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01-01-08 AND AT 244 LBS MY HIGHEST EVER. I HAVE DECIDED I CAN'T DO THIS ON MY OWN. SLEEP APNEA IS GOING TO KILL ME IF I DON'T ACT. 05-12-08 AFTER 1 CHILD AND ALWAYS ON THE HEAVY MY WHOLE LIFE BACK AND FORTH I AM READY TO GET OFF THE COASTER. MY DATE IS 05-13-08. WOOHOO! WISH ME LUCK. IM SCARED TO DEATH. MY DOC SAYS I NEED TO LOOSE 130 LBS. IM 38 AND I WAS 244 WHEN I STARTED THIS JOURNEY A YEAR AGO AND HAVE MANAGED TO GET TO 232 BUT THEY STILL CALL ME MORBIDILY OBESE. I CANT BELIEVE I CAN BE OK AT 100 POUNDS BUT I GUESS WE WILL SEE SOON...WISH ME LUCK SURGERY 5-13-08
WELL I AM STILL ALIVE. 5-24-08 220 lbs DAY OF SURGERY. I AM 11 DAYS OUT. NO REAL PROBLEMS. NO VOMITING....LUCKY ME! CAN'T REALLY EAT MUCH WITHOUT DISCOMFORT BUT ITS GETTING BETTER BY THE DAY. MY JEANS ARE GETTING LOOSER...I AM ONLY DOWN 5 POUNDS IN 11 DAYS. BUT IT IS A START I GUESS. 215 AND COUNTING DOWN....THATS ALL FOR NOW
IM BACK...6-8-08 A LITTLE OVER 3 WEEKS OUT. AND DOWN TO 206. WOOHOO. I WILL BE TICKLED WHEN I FINALLY GET UNDER 200. MY GOAL IS 130. I WENT FROM A SIZE 18 PANTS PRE-OP TO SIZE 14 NOW. WHICH IS WHERE I USE TO BE FOR YEARS. SO IT WILL BE AMAZING TO WEAR ANYTHING UNDER MY NORMAL SIZE 14 AS FAR AS I CAN REMEMBER SINCE I HAD MY SON 10 YEARS AGO.
NO REAL WOW MOMENTS YET. I AM EATING ALOT OF CRAB LATELY. GOT TIRED OF SHRIMP AND COTTAGE CHEESE. I AM NOW LOOKING TO CHANGE MY PROTIEN. CHOC/VANILLA ARE OLD NOW. YUK
WELL I WILL BE BACK SOON TO UPDATE. NO MORE NAUSEA THANK GOODNESS. FEELING PRETTY NORMAL AGAIN.
06-29-08 3 MORE DAYS TO 7 WEEKS OUT. SUDDENLY GETTING SICK AT ANYTHING I EAT. NOT THROWING UP BUT NAUSEA AND UPSET TUMMY. I JUST RATHER NOT EAT AT ALL. JUST DOING GOOD TO GET IN PROTIEN AND VITAMINS EVERYDAY. I AM AT 197 AS OF TODAY IT HIT ME I AM IN ONDERLAND AGAIN. SIZE 12 JEANS KINDA TIGHT BUT IT FEELS GREAT. I JUST PRAY I GET THROUGH ALL THIS SICKNESS SOON.
07-05-08 UPDATE. STILL SICK AFTER I EAT ANYTHING. HAVE TO GO LAY DOWN ABOUT 20 MINS. I DREAD HAVING TO EAT. I FEEL BETTER IF I DONT. MY DR SAYS THIS TO WILL PASS. I JUST HOPE IT IS SOON.
7-14-08 WENT TO MY DOC WITH ALL THIS SICKNESS LAST FRIDAY. THEY SENT ME FOR A NUCLEAR TEST ON MY GALL BLADDER. GOT A CALL THE NEXT DAY. AND SURE ENOUGH IT IS ABNORMAL. SO I GO TOMMORROW FOR PRE OP AGAIN. I TOLD MY DOC BEFORE SURGERY GREASY FOOD MADE ME SICK, BAD SICK AND TO TAKE IT OUT FOR ME WITH RNY BUT HE LEFT IT, HE SAID IT LOOKED HEALTHY ENOUGH. GRRR SO HERE I GO AGAIN....WISH ME LUCK I AM A LITTLE OVER 2 MO OUT. I AM JUST READY TO STOP BEING SICK AFTER I EAT. WOOHOO I AM 186 LBS TODAY!!!
08-05-08 WELL HAD MY PRE OP TODAY. CLEARED FOR ANOTHER ROUND. GALLBLADDER AND HYSTERECTOMY AUG 13TH. I JUST HOPE ALL GOES WELL. 180 LBS TODAY 50LBS TO GOAL SIZE 12 JEANS. WISH ME LUCK...
08-15-08 I AM BACK I HAD MY GALBLADDER SURG AND HYSTORECTOMY 8-13-08. I AM IN MORE PAIN NOW THAN WITH RNY. PRAY FOR A SPEEDY RECOVERY FOR ME PLEASE. EVEN MY NECK AND SHOULDERS HURT. I AM TAKING PERCOCET WHICH HELPS BUT ALOT OF THIS IS GAS I THINK. OH WELL. AT LEAST I CAN EAT A LITTLE NOW AND NOT BE NAUSEATED. I AM GLAD OF THAT. BBL....I AM NOT GONNA WEIGH FOR A WHILE SINCE I AM SO BLOATED AND GASSY.. I GAINED 7 LBS SINCE GAL SURGERY...SNIFF SNIFF....HOPE IT IS GAS WEIGHT LOL AND IT COMES RIGHT OFF. WE SHALL SEE.
