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Everything seems to be going good with my lap band. I've gone down a lot of clothes sizes, and I have my self esteem back. (I actually want to go out & have fun)

I don't have anything to write at the moment...I have writers block, lol.

Needless to say, me & my boyfriend are having issues. He's trying to keep me away from my BFF, but I don't want to stay away. All is so confusing, and I don't know who to choose. Only time will tell. God, the sad thing is that I'm writing this from my BFF's bed. I guess I made up my mind, right?

Yes, so this site is really starting to bore me at times, but I love it still. A lot of the time it's only good for the drama threads/train wrecks. I spend most of my time on the LGBT forum because it's fun, and no one acts like an attention whore there. So...I just come to read my PM's.

Well, things are still going good. I have a bunch of rock concerts/pop concerts I have coming up. Hells yeah! Can't wait to mosh again. 

I think I'm done typing, I have a party to go to. PEACE! 

Sorry I haven't been on here updating for a bit. I was too busy spooning myself. LOL Comfort body pillows kick ass. 

Anyways, weight loss has been awesome. I love myself so much more & can walk around with a raised head. It just sucks to see heavy set folks walking around looking so sad. I wish I could just hug them all, and tell them that they have options. 

Then there are the big girls who love themselves, and look so damn happy. I was never one of them...

Well, back to YouTube.


write me!

I won't regret saying this
This thing
That I'm saying
Is it better than
Keeping my mouth shut
That goes without saying
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now we'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I won't be out long
But I still think it better if
You take your time
Coming over here
I think that's for the best
Call, break it off
Call, break my own heart
Maybe I would have been
Something you'd be good at
Maybe you would have been
Something I'd be good at
But now
We'll never know
I won't be sad
But in case
I'll go there
Everyday,
To make myself feel bad
There's a chance
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
I'll start to wonder
If this was the thing to do
-Tegan & Sara

Girls with rock mullets slay me. Can you tell I have a girl crush? lol

Happy New Years biotches!

Yup, I got into another mosh pit last night. This little bitch tried to scratch my face, missed, and got me a little in the shoulder. I got her back with a mean elbow. She stayed away from me for the rest of the concert. 

It was only supposed to be a circle pit, but I guess she got a little aggressive. So, there's a work-out. 


Gotta go!

I'm laying in bed with my boyfriend, and this depression hits like a brick wall. I don't even know what I was so depressed about. I didn't want to think about why because I know it would make me feel a million times worse. It was a one day thing. Today I woke up, and forgot that I was even depressed last night. I just remembered. I felt like total shit...

I felt like a major EMO last night.

Lets just say that I'm pretty damn pissed about my weight loss stall. I lost 50 pounds (awe-sum!) then my scale goes crazy! My boyfriend is even going to go out, and buy me a new one. I have one of those cheap ass scales that someone has to read it for you, and he's annoyed that I keep asking for him to look at it. Argh! I swear it's wrong...

I'm happy because it's almost X-mas. Yeaaahh! Emo clothes/accessories! I can't wait to go shop-PIng.

I'm thinking of dying my hair, and doing something crazy to it. Right now I'm stuck between hot pink/black, purple/black, black/white, or black/gold/red. Man, I don't know!

I'm so ready for the Patriots to take on the Steelers. 

P-A-T-S PATS! PATS! PATS!

I've lost 50 pounds. Yippee!!! I'm damn proud of myself, and I feel great. I'm so excited because I'm going to be watching "The Bourne Ultimatum" on DVD. Did I mention how hot Matt Damon is? Gawd, he is so fucking hot. / orgasm  

I dunno. I guess I'll update later. I'm still waiting for that email Serena!

Bye sexy's!