dorisp
4/23/07
Apr 23, 2007
Well I have figured alot of things out since my last post and am getting on with life and enjoying it. I have myself enrolled in school and can't wait to start. School is a dream that I never thought would come true and well here it is. It starts June 4 and it still feels like a million years away... paitence is never been a vertue for me.
I am getting more comfortable being at goal and learning that all I have to do is stay on the road I am on and it will all be ok. I am learning to step outside of my box and do things that I have never done before. I have never been a very social person,,, mostly because of committments at home, work left little time for it. I have decide to change that so I am getting out meeting people and really having a time doing it.
My daughter came to visit yesterday and announce that she will be staying with us for a month or so till she finishs her move.... It will be ok we just haven't lived together in a long time. I'm sure it will all work out we always have. Well life is just moving right along and thats all good.
I am getting more comfortable being at goal and learning that all I have to do is stay on the road I am on and it will all be ok. I am learning to step outside of my box and do things that I have never done before. I have never been a very social person,,, mostly because of committments at home, work left little time for it. I have decide to change that so I am getting out meeting people and really having a time doing it.
My daughter came to visit yesterday and announce that she will be staying with us for a month or so till she finishs her move.... It will be ok we just haven't lived together in a long time. I'm sure it will all work out we always have. Well life is just moving right along and thats all good.
4/6/2007
Apr 05, 2007
Well I have never posted on the blog... guess more change for me. I am 16 months later am starting to deal with all the change I have dealt myself. I have never done change good or bad very well and somedays don't handle it very well. I'm mad at my husband right now, but I always get over it and I'm sure all will be well. I have started to ride a bike outside.... I have no skin left on my knees and am missing on small patch on my back side. Today I got really sun burnt even with sun block on, but only one scrape I feel successful. I am forming lines outside my perimeter... more change.-but I like being outside. Next week I'm going to my uncles house and help him chop wood - helps him, good exercise for us both, helps me think and calm down about how paniced I feel about all the change with me and my world. I am of normal weight now and I am scared to death of it.... go figure I excercise, eat right hmmm I am doing all the steps right - still scares me to death. I'm going to horse back riding next week at my uncle's house..... I always find my Zen on the back of a horse. I need a few days in the mountains and I'll have figured this all out and be ready to start to school.,,,,,, more change planned.... school at 45.
