Although I looked in the mirror in high-school and saw a "fat girl", my husband says that I was one of the most popular and preppy/pretty girls on campus.  I would give anything to have that body back now.  
I never really got "big" until I had my first child in 1998.  Now with a total of 4 children, a husband, and a puppy I have ballooned to over 250 pounds.  My first husband left me because of my weight and that will never leave my mind.  I am married now to a child-hood friend and he tells me each day how beautiful I am.  I always tell him, "I wish I felt as beautiful as you think I am".  I have tried every diet known and have successfully lost 20 - 35 pounds on each one.  However, the weight quickly returned plus some more to go along with it.  I am hoping to have RNY surgury so I will feel better about myself and so I can be more active in my children's lives.  I pray that this will change my life as it has so many others!!!!!!!!!!!

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