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I have tried for two days now to figure out how to make this blog work for me and be able to share my journey,however, I am not having to much luck but at least I have made it this far. So many emotions are running through my head and now to make things bittersweet I HAVE A SURGERY DATE:3/8/13 I am sooo scared yet excited at the same time. I feel motivated by the stories that I read on this site. I feel going through with the surgery is hardest for me because I am surrounded by negativity and have NO support, but when have I ever? I feel i have spent my life living it for everyone else and now it is my turn. Am I scared of complications? Hell yes I am! but if I weren't then I probably wouldn't be normal. I used to be a weight loss counselor so if anyone knows how to lose weight it is me, I eat extremely healthy just not enough to burn fat as i know I should. I know tips and tricks to get the weight off however gaining it back is the problem I have so I am hoping this surgery will be a great tool to help me keep the weight off. I am afraid I will have a hard time with the phases after surgery since I do have epilepsy I am afraid I will unconsciously put something in my mouth that I can not have. I just have to keep positive and have faith and know that I am strong enough to do this.