Dreon,
I want to take a moment and say STAY STRONG- STAY POSITIVE- the surgery is mainly the FEAR OF THE UNKNOWN and I was the same however todays surgery knowledge is so great the problems are so remote that the fear is the one item that HURTS THE MOST. The obesity help chat room friends are always there for you and to support you. I suggest you remember this, after the surgery you will be on your way to a longer, healthier, and happier life and enjoy all you have not done in your life, I AM PROOF OF THAT. BEST WISHES-AND KNOW WE ARE ALL HERE FOR YOU.
YOUR NEW FRIEND...........
RECON MARK
SPECIAL FORCES RECON MARINE RETIRED