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Ok so i have surgery on the 28th , just 3 more days. I am not really scared just a bit shaken on whats going to happen and if i will be able to do this. With all that said i have been cleaning , cooking so the hubby doesn't have to cook for the 4 kids. Now i am so bored i have done everything i can possible think of to keep my mind off of my upcoming surgery. I even read my books i bought to bring with me to the hospital. lol well at least i got things done now all i do is sit and wait. MY day will be here soon and i can't wait to start the rest of my new life. I am in for a really big adventure, but i am ready.

So i go to see Dr. Adams tomorrow. I am a bit nervous has to what he will say. I have been hearing so much stories of not being approved and all the hoops you have to jump through. I hope i don' have to do all of that, but i guess if i must i must. I am willing to fight. Lol i am not as upset has i was earlier this week lol.


EVERYONE PLEASE KEEP YOUR FINGERS CROSSED FOR ME.... i hope my first appt. goes  by smoothly with Dr. Adams.

thanks so much for all the support
 shidonie ;-)

So last nighti almost had a melt down. Today i feel way better! I am not going o let anything....and i do mean anything get in my way. I want this wls more than anything. I will fight for it!

its so crazy i haven't even had my surgery yet and already its causing me an headache..... i am still going through the steps to get the surgery and already it seems that i am doom for failure. this is crazy i am at the support group tonight one of my step to get closer o getting my surgery...and i am hearing that just being overweight allow isn't an enough to get wls. so what did they want me to not listen to my docs warnings about my cholesterol being high and that i need to lower it or else and because i fixed the problem myself that i don't need the wls even though i am 5feet 8in and 320 lbs with a bmi of 49? i just don't get it it makes me not want to fight for  this even if i know that i need it to better my life. i feel like why should i fight and go through all of this if i am just going to get turned down anyway. i guess this is one of my low point and you are all i have to vent to. because i know you will understand some of my pain if not all.

am i looking too deep into this?
SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE?


XOXOX shidonieXOXOX

Hi everyone my name is shidonie, i am a mother of 4. 3 girls.....kiara age 9 , kiana age 3 she will be 4 on 5/13 and kiari age 1. my sone kiante is 5 but also autistic so in a nutshell i have my hands full with my kids. i have been married for almost nine years to my wonderful husband dale. we are military (navy) and are now stationed in virginia beach well oceana.  i am currently starting the process into having the gastric bypass it as taken me a while to do it but i feel its the right choice for me. after many failed attempt at dieting and many days getting stressed because i am dieting and eating healthy with no result. i felt the lap band was the way to go until i did my research and found out that with the band you have to go to the doc office every month which with 4 kids not happening some people fail because they don't see the weight lost and give up and some end up back on the operating table to do the bypass anyway. i just wanted my choice to be right and after going to the seminar i felt it was and decided to go with the bypass.  i decided to join this website because i knew i wouldn't be in this alone and that i could find other people who knew exactly what i was going through. 


 thanks so much for reading a little about me
xoxoxox danie xoxoxox