da_princek
I think that for most of us on OH the battle of the buldge is been on going and overwhelming. I have lost weight from diet and exercise and i have gained it back time after time. I am tired of this cycle of loosing and gaining and im ready to be on the loosing side forever. I am tired of my life being goverened by my self consious perception of my personal image.
Its extremely hard talking about myself, infact it is one of the hardest things for me to do. Almost has hard as dropping this weight. Many people say ur not that big or you dont have alot to loose. Well 100 is alot. Enough for me to be traped in this body, enough for me not to be able to go out like i want too, enough for me to put up a mask of falsalty.
For those that care i am 6'2 328 black/ multiracial my BMI is a lil over 40 i believe and i wanna lose about 110. Its almost liberating to verbalize my personal desire. i work out about 3-4 days a week but i wanna be able to do more. I am interested in the lap band surgery so anyone out there with information let me no especially the brothas because i am sure our experience is unique in itsself.
IM 25 yeah i know im young.lol Ive never been much of a picture person for many reasons so i will post something up so yall can have something to see.
I feel like there is something missing so if any one has any ideas on what information i should have up then let me no
Im sure i will update soon
Wish me luck
