cworkman
I always weighed around 100 lbs. while in school. As I got older and my eating habits changed I started gradually gaining weight. I would start weight watcher and would take off some of the pounds but it would always come back and bring along some friends. Even when I had my girls my top weight would be 140-145. I would go back to weight watcher but it became harder and harder to loose. Then one day I looked in the mirror and I had back boobs! Yes back boobs! I was shocked, where did they come from, how long have they been there, how can I get them to go away, do they make bras for back boobs. I started weight watcher AGAIN....but the weight again came off slow and I would get discouraged and quit. Then all of a sudden I was over 200lbs and miserable. I feel as if my body is completely falling apart.....I want to make myself proud to look in the mirror and see a healthy Christa, I want to feel good again, no weight caused aches and pains, no more sleepless nights do to feelings of weight caused suffication, no more needing to hold in my breath to tie my shoes (loosely) do to my weight, no more walking up the stairs and feeling light headed do to my weight. I could go on and on. You don't relize how your weight really impacts your life untill you take a step back and really look at it. You get use to the weight caused problems and you work around them. But I'm tired of working around my weight. I am ready to start a new life with out the weight.
