cutemex_99
I am Mexican wahine living in one of the most beautiful places in the world...Hawaii! I have always been a big girl, I know it runs in my family and coming from a Mexican background with the fatty foods, I can see why I am having a problem with my weight and health. I will be honest with you. I dream of looking like a supermodel: thin, gorgeous, wealthy. But i do know that this is reality and that in the end i just want to be healthy and proud of myself. That is what dreams are....just dreams, but goals and ones understanding of ones self is reality. To be able to do the things I would like to do, not limit my expectations and desires by what my body can handle. I have tried many methods of weight loss and I have seen loved ones with there struggle to be healthy. I consider surgery as my final option and truthfully, I am there. This is not the end of my struggle, but the beginning. So I charge forward with my head held high and know I am doing this for me, not the dream of looking like a model. I am doing this for my future, because I want to be in that future. So ready or not, here I go!!
