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So it seems like I want to post more often but thing keep coming up... Lets see I haven't been on a scale lately so who know if Im down any more weight but all my jeans are lose... I bought a new truck.... well new for me 2005 Chevy 3/4 ton 4 doors HD.... I love my new truck....I take each day at a time. If I make a bad choice I try not to dwell on it but move forward. Knowing that the next time I will make a better choice. I feel like I should stand up some days and Say " Hi my name is Shannon and Im a food addict". 

Thanks for now.

Ok who would have thought I could be down 17lbs?! Not me .., I have changed my eating habits slowly and over time. Im soooo excited that I want to walk up to perfect strangers and tell them. ( they would prob think Im PYSHCO).... Still more waiting I went to a Kaiser suppoer t group meeting and was told I shouldn't be there... Kinda frustrating.... oh well Im at work and just wanted to up date real quick.

OK I talked to the sugery dept and they said its going to be atleast 3 more months before I get my next appt. I haven't been eating right cause our power has been out. So back to healthing eating .... I kinda wish I had a scale to see if I have lost any more weight..... It seems like I have waited all my life for this and now it is taking forever ( sighs not really ) just seems like it.

OK I have been busy.... I know no excuss(sp) sooo I have a tiny WOW moment Pre-op I have been dieting on my own. I have these red boots that I love and they hurt my feed last time I tried them on well I tried them on today and they fit a few more pounds and they will be comfy again. I can't wait.    Its really hard this time of year I think about what I would normally eat and don't. I really don't miss it most of the time but today 2 years ago my grandma passed away and all she wanted was me to be happy and healthy. Alse tuesday we have to have one of my dogs put to sleep she was old and lived a great life with us. 

Other than that life is good love the holidays going to finish my shopping tomorrow. Up at 5 to be out early I must be crazy... I case I don't post between now and the Holidays

Happy Holidays to all .... Think happy thin thoughts.

Well its been awhile...I will try to do better I had my orentation Nov. 20th in South San Fran. Learned some Knew some of what they talked about and I have more questions. I had a stressful day today with work and I wanted to eat but I got more water and took at short walk. I've had a head ache for the last 4 days nothing seems to help. I'm looking forward to the rest of my life its funny how people don't always know how to treat you when you have made a life style change. I had someone today ask If I had some candy when I told them I didn't but I had carrots or fruit they looked at me like I was on crack. I thought well this is the new me like it or not.

Well I'm leaving shortly from Roseville, ca to make the drive S.F. ( about 2 hrs) to see my friend who has had some complications. Im worried for her and nervious. I have my first orentation on Nov.20th. I can't weight( ya I went there) . Im also scared out of my mind. I know all will be ok. I believe it. So this is the start of my blogging journey. feed back is welcome (unless its negitive)