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I'm a 44 year old female, wife and mother. I have been over weight most of my life and have tried most all the diets that are out there and even made up a few diets of my own. I have not seen my family in over 8 years, because I'm so afraid of the many complaints I will receive from them about my weight. I use to play alot with my son but now I only have the energy to watch. I can no longer get on my horses without the aid of a step and I'm so scared that I will hit the ground and break something. My energy level is at a all time low. I love life and the world that God has made for me. With the exception of my weight and the hardship it brings. This is my journey and I know that sometimes we all need a little help. I just want to enjoy life again and be able to run and play (you know) be frre.