CHUBBYSTRESS
STORY ABOUT ME NOT MUCH TO SAY, ONLY THAT I AM A MOTHER OF THREE WONDERFUL BOYS AND A WIFE OF A GREAT UNDERSTANDING MAN AND MY HEALTH IS GOING DOWN HILL..... WHERE DO I TURN TOO.....?
WELL I STARTED TO GET HEAVY AT THE AGE OF NINE AFTER I WAS SEXUAL ABUSED BY A STEP BROTHER AND THE STEP FATHER WAS IN ON IT ALSO........ THE NIGHT I TOLD MY MOTHER ABOUT THE ABUSE SHE GOT THE LIVING SHIT BEAT OUT OF HER AND WE WERE TOSSED OUT ON THE STREET.... THEN MORE STEP FATHERS AND MORE ABUSE TO COME......
JUNIOR HIGH CAME AND CHEERLEADING TRY OUTS CAME AROUND AND A FEW OF MY FRIENDS TRYED OUT SO I DID TOO. I LIVED IN A SMALL TOWN ..... SO THEY LET ME CHEER....... OK SO HERE I AM A CHUNKY CHEERLEADER AND I LOVED IT.
FOUND MY FIRST LOVE ABOUT THE AGE OF 14. BOY DID HE MAKE MY HEAD SPIN.... OH YES HE DID....LOL
HAD MY FIRST CHILD AT THE AGE OF 19 ONE WEEK AFTER HIS DADDY SHOT HIM SELF....... OK THIS IS SO MUCH STRESS ON A YOUNG MOTHER TO DEAL WITH..... 4 MONTHS LATER MY 2ND SON WAS ON THE WAY BY THE UNCLE OF MY OLDEST FATHER WHOM WAS 42 YEARS OLD YES I MUST OF BEEN MESSED UP OR OUT OF MY MIND..... AFTER MY 2ND CHILD WAS BORN HIS FATHER BECAME VERY MEAN AND ABUSED ME SO MANY TIMES THAT I COULD NOT COUNT ...... FINALLY GOT OUT OF THERE ALIVE AT THAT....... THANK YOU LORD
I WAS WITH A FEW NICE GUYS BEFORE I FOUND MY TRUE LOVE WHEN I LAID MY EYES ON HIM I KNOW HE WAS THE ONE FOR ME AND BOY WAS I RIGHT.... WE WERE MARRIED ON THE FOUTH OF JULY ....... SO I WILL ALWAYS HAVE FIREWORKS ON MY ANNIVERSARY....... LOL
SO HERE I AM FAT AND DON'T WANT TO HANG WITH MY FRIENDS BECAUSE I LOOK SO YUCKY.... I DON'T EVEN WANT SEX ANY MORE SO SOMETHING HAS GOT TO CHANGE AND THAT IS ME...............
