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today is my surgversary and my anniversary to my husband

well 6 1/2 mths i am now below my first goal weight and the weigh dr said was my realltic weight loss, well i have blown by that. i have been in a stall for a few weeks but i have also been very sick for some reason. My 1st goal was 160 now i want 135, or size 7/8 that would make my day.

sorry it is sideways that is how they held camera lol

and still losing at a good pace

I am having such a hard time with food and getting in all my protein and fluids. I am so afraid of failing that i am depressed. I have had great weight loss 57 pounds since surgery but god this hard. i am not hungry at all not even head hungry but since i am not hungry i get sick when i drink anything. I am so happy with my weight loss. I have went from a 26/28 to a 16/18  in just a few weeks, from a 3x shirt to a large shirt i do have alot of skin around tummy area but i thought i might. I have started working out with weight and bands and still walking all the time but i just cant eat or drink or get my vit to stay down.

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I have reached my one month mark, i have lost 37 pounds. I have went from a 26w to a 18w. I love this was not prepared to lose so many pants size I didnt have any pants to wear for and all my pants look really bad on me. Had to get a few pairs. I was so excited when it was a 18w. It has been very hard but so worth it, I havent really made it real food yet but i am starting to try and test foods, in very small amount untill i find out how it will affect me. Since i have been trying food i am finding it hard to get all my fluids in. I am getting real close to 60 and most days 70 or more protein so that is not really a problem but i cant drink if i have recently eaten and that last for about 1 hr after i eat. cant wait to start taking vitamins in whole or even half pill sized, i hate crushed up vitamins. but dont like gummy eithers.

 

Ok so I am having serious issues with getting all my liquid and protein in. I am not hungry but i eat because i know i have to and i having problems trying to remeber to take my vitamins. I hate the crushed up pill taste. I also need to find an iron pill that does not cause conspation, i have always had low iron and i am scared of it getting to low now. But on the up side. I feel lighter. I dont show much weight loss yet, but i have noticed i can walk without being out of breath, my back hurt when i walk for long periods of time but i can breath still cant walk very fast because my tummy will start to hurt. I havent stepped on a scale yet but i want to, but i made a promise to myself that i would only weigh every other week so i dont caught myself in a stall that will get me down.

I have made it though week one with no major problems. i cant take more then a sip or two of anything and i feel like i have eaten the whole buffet at golden coral. I feel like i have been hit by a truck and ran over a few times, but i know this will all get better. My little sister is so unsupportive of this, she just doesnt understand this is about more then being skinny and being able to wear a two piece next summer. I am making sure i will live long enough to see my children grow up and my grandchildren when they come. I have tried everything under the sun to lose the weight this was my last option. She makes me feel like i am cheating and taking the easy way out.