celestia96

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I don't really know where to begin to tell people about myself.  See, there isn't a real me.  I've spent my life pretending to someone I'm not.  I've always had to pretend to be happy and all that, when I'm really not.  A good example is that I spent 6 1/2 years going to college and now owe over $40k, and I really don't have any interest in doing what I learned for a career.  I really wanted to have a career working around horses and fought tooth and nail with my mother over it.  I just finally gave up and did something, but not what I wanted.

Now that I've had my surgery, I'm really having trouble knowing what to do with myself.  It's like restarting my life, but all the old stuff is still there.

More to come when I have more time...