carleneyy
My story is pretty simple, I'm fat, and I want to loose this dreaded weight. My weight causes me a lot of physical pail, esp my back & hip. It is hard to carry all this weight around, I'm esp thick in the middle. With being as heavy as I am, I feel I am not living up to my full potential in many ways. I miss going to the beach, or going swimming with the appropriate attire, you don't want to know what I wear. Simple things I poop out real fast. I have overcome a lot of addictions in my life but I cant seem to over come food. I was a smoker for 20 years, 1 1/2 packs a day & quit in 2006, that was hard, but I knew food would be the hardest. Since I quit smoking I have gained a whopping 74 lbs. I Also just lost my mother due to lung cancer on 05/20/06, she was my best buddy and on 05/21/06 I went in for surgery to remove my right kidney because I had kidney cancer. So needless to say I really have had a lot on my plate. Plus there is more, but enough already.
I want to feel free of this burden of weight. I want to really live. I don't do what I want because I am fat. I am stopping myself from living to my full potential. I want to take off my fat shell once and for all.
