stephenie O.
Before the OH changes
Nov 14, 2006
09/08/06
Well it has been a few days since I wrote last but I am now on a liquid diet with one meal a day in order to lose ten lbs. I have lost 4 so far and just can't figure out how. THe liquid protein shakes are awful and I hate them but.......................oh well what can I do right? I am moody, emotional, hungry, annoyed, constipated, and so excited about next week I just don't know how I will do it this weekend. I will be away from work and therefore in a very unstructured way. My darling husband has got me some crafts to do to keep my mind busy as well as my hands. What a man. Ah he's the best. Thank you Lord for my Keith.
10/06/06 - Almost a month post op and wow what a ride!! I am battling after surgery depression. I will be fine and then all of the sudden POOF I am super depressed. I see where people have said that it gets better so I will just wait on that day. In the meantime, I will just have to find something to keep me busy. I have lost from 340 to 312.5 already so I am pretty excited. But actually a few months before my doctor's appointment I was 350 so down to 312.5 seems like a whole whole whole lot less to me. Its still hard to get excited about going shopping and all of that because I have this inner fear that I will stop losing the weight and stay right where I am at. I know that's not how it works but I am just a worrier.
I still don't feel normal yet either. I can't decided EXACTLY what it would take to make me feel normal but I just don't feel it. Soon perhaps.
Until later.
10/13/06
OK, I am doing ok for now. I am down by about 42 lbs. BUT I still need to get all of my protein in and all of my water in. I skipped a few days on my protein shakes (BIG NO NO) and so I made sure to pick them up yesterday. I am eating protein enhanced everything so that's good I suppose. One of the ladies I met from my support group gave me a ton of clothes which I so badly needed. I have the best blouses to choose from now. EXCEPT that they are getting to loose. I still miss Dallas though. SO I am still not feeling 100% like myself.
Perhaps at a later date.
Well it has been a few days since I wrote last but I am now on a liquid diet with one meal a day in order to lose ten lbs. I have lost 4 so far and just can't figure out how. THe liquid protein shakes are awful and I hate them but.......................oh well what can I do right? I am moody, emotional, hungry, annoyed, constipated, and so excited about next week I just don't know how I will do it this weekend. I will be away from work and therefore in a very unstructured way. My darling husband has got me some crafts to do to keep my mind busy as well as my hands. What a man. Ah he's the best. Thank you Lord for my Keith.
10/06/06 - Almost a month post op and wow what a ride!! I am battling after surgery depression. I will be fine and then all of the sudden POOF I am super depressed. I see where people have said that it gets better so I will just wait on that day. In the meantime, I will just have to find something to keep me busy. I have lost from 340 to 312.5 already so I am pretty excited. But actually a few months before my doctor's appointment I was 350 so down to 312.5 seems like a whole whole whole lot less to me. Its still hard to get excited about going shopping and all of that because I have this inner fear that I will stop losing the weight and stay right where I am at. I know that's not how it works but I am just a worrier.
I still don't feel normal yet either. I can't decided EXACTLY what it would take to make me feel normal but I just don't feel it. Soon perhaps.
Until later.
10/13/06
OK, I am doing ok for now. I am down by about 42 lbs. BUT I still need to get all of my protein in and all of my water in. I skipped a few days on my protein shakes (BIG NO NO) and so I made sure to pick them up yesterday. I am eating protein enhanced everything so that's good I suppose. One of the ladies I met from my support group gave me a ton of clothes which I so badly needed. I have the best blouses to choose from now. EXCEPT that they are getting to loose. I still miss Dallas though. SO I am still not feeling 100% like myself.
Perhaps at a later date.
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TX
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32.8
BMI
Jul 25, 2006
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