brandy3333
November 7 2006 6:25 pm
Nov 07, 2006
Ok well I have had company in and out all day people wanting to wish me good luck!! the later it gets the more nervous I get I dont have Bowel prep but The way I am running back in fourth to the bathroom you would think I had to do bowel prep!! I is just my nerves !! I know things will be fine!! I just wish I had something I can say to myself over and over to make me feel better you know something to help relax !! But dont know what that would be !! I know I could just think of how it will be after the fact but lets face it it is hard because you know it is very difficult after surgery !!! But just rambling my husband is not home for me to bug yet !!! so hope I can sleep tonight !!! wish me luck !!! I will retun in a few days !!! I hope LOL
November 7 2006
Nov 07, 2006
Well lets see today is the day before my surgery and I am feeling a little nervous ok well alot! I have done pretty ok on my liquid diet!! Ok I have cheated a few times but I just couldnt help it !! I know this surgery is just a tool !! But I just felt like I had to say my good bys!! I know its know its not the way it should be but for me it is and I am going to councling for my food issue.. but I just thought I would write a little before my surgery I need to get some more house work done I waited till the last min!!! well I will chime in later this evening !!!!!
November 3, 2006 Current mood Tired
Nov 03, 2006
Well today so far has been very depressing and I have been tired I think this liquid diet has took a toll on me I have little energy, I know I dont usually have much energy but since this liquid diet it seems worse I have so much house work to do! I just am in a I dont care mood I hate being like this ,I go through these about 1 or 2 times a month and mu husband really cant stand it. But I cant help it! any way just needing to get motivated and trying everything possiable. Well got to go hope the rest of today I will get a wild hair up my a** and do something besides feeling depressed....
November 1 2006 very moody
Nov 01, 2006
Ok today is very moody for me I am on my liquid diet and I am not going to lie I have slipped up twice and I am just beating myself up over this its so hard I think to myself and I say now Brandy what are you going to do when you have surgery you can't slip up , and I just wondering if I am mourning food now! whats it going to be like after the surgery,, I hope this is normal well i am going to get now lets hope tomarrow is a better day!!
