BornAgain4ever
It took a rude awakening for me to realize how morbidly obese I was. I was at my nephew's party all having a good time. I was sitting at the table with my family when all of a sudden the chair I was sitting on broke! It was the worst expierence of my life. My two brother-in laws belted with laughter. Can you believe it!! Instead of helping me up. They just stood there and laughed. My huband was inside the house so thank God he did not see it all. I finally was able to get up. I felt so ashamed, embarrased, disgraced, empty, lonely. I got up and went inside. I went to the bathroom and bursted in tears. I was so emotional it was unbelievable. Well, that same month we went on vacation to Fiesta Tx. My son wanted me to go on a ride with him. I waited in line for 40 min. We both went to sit down on the ride. The handle would not close!!! The gentleman tending to us told me sorry Mam you are not able to get on this ride. You don't fit. Another blow. My son was sad but said okay Mom. I can go alone. I walked away so terribly hurt. I just wanted to die! That was what it took! When we came home that weekend I made a decision. I had a friend who had Gastric By pass. I told her my story. She invited me to the Support Group and even made my appointment with Dr. Hilmy and the rest is history. Unfourtanely, It takes terrible experiences to make a change. I don't want to ever remember those moments. They were so painful, terrible, awful etc. Those days are gone. Everyday is a new day for me. I thank God constantly for His Grace. He is awesome and has been very good to me! I have met my goal. I have lost 132 lbs and have kept them off. Thank the good Lord. I weigh 135 lbs and feel so free. I have energy to run, play go on rides with my son, bike riding, swimming and so much more. We all have a sad story but we can change that around. We can take control of our life. Just make the commitment. Love yourself, you deserve it! There is only one you and God has made you unique. Let us shine and make a difference to others. God Bless you today!!.......Abby Elizondo
