bearvet2
One day to go
Sep 08, 2008
I as so scared... this time tommarow I will be sleeved. Right now I do not know if I am going to make it without throwing up. My stomach is so upset. Major case of butterflies. My pastor is coming to house to pray with my family and me this afternoon. I think that will help. I will post more after I get home.
1 week to go
Sep 01, 2008
Well one week from today I will be in the hospital. I have to say I am scared to death. This is such a big change. I feel like I should have a goodbye party for my former life. I am doing fairly well on the diet right now. although this past weekend was hard. My youngest hard her birthday party and did not understand why mom was not eating dinner with her or having any cake. She knows that I am having this surgey, but I do not think she really understand.
blues are here
Aug 29, 2008
Well I am sitting here feeling like crap. Why you may ask? Well I have a date Sept. 9, I am a little over 2 weeks into 4 weeks of liquid. And I feel so tired, I do not want to do anything, I am very snappy at everyone in my house, i think my husband could kill me at times. At times I wonder if this is all really worth it. I mean I know its in my head, but my heart and body are saying different things. I knew that this 4 week diet would be hard, I guess I just did not know how my mental health would take a blow. Sometimes I think I am going crazy. I know its just my body adjusting to not having all that junk in it. But with drawl from junk food is hard. But with Gods help I shall over come this and be stronger
Small weight loss
Aug 26, 2008
Well I went to surgeon office on Monday and found out that in the past week I have lost 8 pounds.
, When i went to the doctors last week with myh mother-in-law I used there scales and it said 404, the surgeon said this week 396. So I guess the liquid diet is working. But some days it sure is hard. But 1 pound at a time.
i have a date
Aug 18, 2008
My prayers have been answers, I have a date. Sept. 9. YEA. Its almost here. i can hardly wait to be on the loser bench.
All Appts. made
Mar 05, 2008
Well I have all my pre-op appt. made. Boy it was not easy had to fight with my heart drs. staff. He stated in his notes that I would need to see him if I decided to have WLS, I did, and then his staff did not want to schedule an appt. till they heard from the surgeon, and the heart drs. staff lost the paper work from surgeon. OHHHHH well its done and forward we go.
The trip cont.
Feb 26, 2008
well I hve 2 of my pre-op appts. Made March 17 and 18, first the lung dr. then the head dr. this should be fun. I go see myPC on friday. Hope when I get on the scale the numbers are going down. I have already met with the nut. dr. that went well, except I have to get more protien in my diet. Thats not been to easy, But I am working on it.
1dr. appt.
Feb 25, 2008
Well, saw my doctor. It was an emtional rollercoster ride, I was first told I would have to wait a year, then dr. said no, that my BMI was high enough to not have to wait. I tell you when they first told me that I would have wait a year I thought I would die, I could feel the tears begining, but i am think no don't cry they will think that you are crazy. But I felt such a hugh relief after the dr. told me that it was a misstake. THANK GOD. I do not think I could go another year on a yo-yo diet. So I hope I will have surgey before summer. GOD BLESS
dr. rescheduled
Feb 20, 2008
well my appt. has gotten changed. For my visit with my surgon. I now go to see him on Monday of next week. I hope that things go smooth and I can get my surgey date by spring.
PCP
Feb 06, 2008
Went to see my PCP today teo pound lighter. YEA ME. But I found out I have an infection in my groin area. Its painful but I have meds. so it should be ok. I go see the Dr, Saber on Friday YES
