Bethany Cardilli

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Ok, so I'm three weeks post op from my gastric bypass (8/15/12).  I had done all of the research.  I had talked to everyone under the sun.  I asked a million questions.  I knew it would be difficult. I knew I had to make life changes.  I knew nothing.  Not a clue.  I am the most miserale human on the planet.  I am never actually physically hungry..  I am following all of my Dr's guidelines but I feel so, I don't know, cheated?  I know this is a bad attitude to have but I don't know how to get my head around any of this.  I have never been so foused on my food.  I am totally disgusted to the point where I don't even want to eat at all.  I am so bored with my food options. I am so frustrated with trying to stick to the guidelines. I hate having to be sooo obsessed with food.  All of the time, trying to figure out wth I can eat, prepping it, when can I drink, how many protein shakes do I need today!  UGH!!!!!