Barklaysmommy

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At the beginning I was losing nearly a pound every other day. now I'm averaging 1 pound a week. I am also moving, so I haven't be taking care of my self as good as I should. on the upside, I went to one of my favorite chines food  restaurant and I only ate a few bites and was full. I looked at the 95% full plate and realized just a few months ago I would eat all the and still have room for a soda. I also get Mexican food from a great family owned restaurant.  I have always got burritos, just 1 chicken burrito with everything, now I was still order the same burrito but it would take me 2 days and 4 meals to eat 1/2. I can't eat the rice or tortilla. I felt so bad about throwing out my left overs so now I switched to 1 taco. YUP 1 TACO! I was shocked, I ate about 1/2cup of seasoned chicken and was stuffed. I think I found a new favorite. The only issue so far is my hands and feet keep falling asleep. I'm not sure why. I'm worried I'm not getting enough vit. but SO FAR SO GOOD.

Thanksgiving night I woke up trowing up. I have a huge set back. I am now so weak that even my 5min walks seems like 2 mile run. I have never been this weak. I can't wait to get back on my horse or take my dogs for hike.

Thanksgiving?
Well I'm back at my mom's farm, the normally chores are taking all of my effort. Simple things like feeding, water the goats and horse. As well as admitting first aid to a doeling all were taxing. These are chores I would have done in an hr or more but with ease. Today I had to have my husband help me with everything. Then I could barely make it up the hill to the house. now my new stomach doesn't like goats milk, and I get to sit here smelling all the wonderful food cooking. I can't even  try any of it. I get to have Jello for dinner. I had my VGS done on 11/19/2009, I can't wait until Thanksgiving next year.

oh.... the gas pains! With every bite of food no matter how small or what the food is the pain bubbles up and feels like a huge burp... but nothing. I'm to the point I don't want to eat anything.