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Hello, My name is Jennifer and I am so excited to finally have a date for surgery, only a few days away. I have been overweight since I was about 20 yrs. old, I am 36 now. I currently weight 343 pds. I cannot wait until the day comes when I can feel good about the way I look. I started gaining weight and seemed to never be able to lose any, if I could only go back in time and change the way I did things, but that's not how life works. Live and learn from your mistakes. I am so excited about the surgery, people are always asking me if I am scared, and I sell heck NO, I cannot wait for my new life to begin, I know that is going to be very hard to give all the things I love, POP and SWEETS, but I have to!!!! I am sure I will miss them so much, but I know that it's something that I have to sacrifice if I want to live and long and happy life. It seems to me as if I started gaining my weight when I was with my boyfriend at the time that would be mentally, and sometimes physically abusive to me, of course, he wasn't that way when I first started dating him, but as time when by he changed, as did I. After we split after a few years, my weight never went down, just kept gaining. I want to be what I use to be thin and happy with myself. I know that the journey that I am about to take will get me there one day. I cannot wait. So I only have 4 more nights, until surgey day, seems as if it is so far away, only have a few more days I keep telling myself. Saturday I have to start my liquid diet then Sunday my clear liquid diet, ugghh, only 2 more days of enjoying my favorite foods, today was my last day for pop, headaches I am sure will be on its way, hopefully not!!! Well I will post again the day before surgery, to let you know how I am doing and if I am scared yet,lol!!!
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