arlenea

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Im going to have the upper gi today im a little nervous.  I have had one done before but for some reason im nervous I know that the time is coming for me to schedule my surgery date.  Just anxious I am excited and want to embark on this new journey

On May 28 I am to begin my testing for surgery.  I went to the consultation saw a psychiatrist and the Dr. all in the same day then I decided that I was going to do the surgery.  Before I had gone I researched alot and I am still researching the drs and filling my brain with as much knowledge I can.  I am anxious I am the heaviest I have ever been in my entire life I weigh 287 and my body aches all over.  This is hard for me to admitt but now that I am getting ready to begin this journey I have become opptomistic and ready for a change in my life.  I have not so much struggled with my weight when I was younger however when I began haveing children it didnt come off so easy.  I have gained over 100 + lbs over the years and its been so discouraging for my selfesteem.  I have a wonderful husband who is supporting my decision and my children I have only told my oldest daughter what my plans are she is supportative as well.  I go on frdiay for my endoscopy and after that test is done I am told that they will schedule my surgery keep you posted