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Ok, so I gave up pop/soda. Went from 6-7 cans a day and no water. Not bad huh?

What I can't seem to kick is coffee. I have lots of Teavana to use instead, but.... I am scared that my goal of being caffeine free by the 4th (yes, I'm pushing it) isn't going to happen. 

I am drinking a water/cranberry juice combo and am more hydrated now than I have been in a very very long time. 

I'm also having a hard time giving up "white" food. I have noticed it's a comfort food. Lasagna, chicken and dumplings, beef stew and rice. Course it's all the stuff you want to have as soon as it starts getting cold too. Go figure. 

I have 5 weeks until insurance submission. I have to have control all of this. I'm not very sure of myself right now....

PS: My nutritionist said to stop boredom eating, I needed to find something to do with my hand. Well, I have discovered loom knitting and I'm slightly obsessed.... I guess it's better than a Milky Way...

Today is being weird.

I have about 6 weeks until they send to Insurance for approval. (crossing fingers)

Besides the normal crying over donuts and pumpkin pie cheesecake, I had a weird thought today. What if my SO is a chubby chaser? What if he won't love me or want me when I have gotten rid of this extra human on me? What if all the people around me decide that I'm no fun or that I am "showing off" (dunno if that's the right description) because I made this decision and they are jealous? 

I have already had a couple friends all but stop talking to me since I started the process on Oct 4th. They constantly talk about drinking and such. Personally I think we are all getting a little old for that behavior, but still... It hurts. 

I suppose this is just one of those issues that I will have to deal with....