ami2please1
5 days out!!!
Mar 27, 2009
well, im 5 days out, had surgery on Mon. 23. Im so lost for words right now!!
Surgery went fine except they didnt do the liver biopsy. Someone left the papers out and i didnt get it done and it was soooo important. Ive been sick for 7 years and i so needed an answer. But what can i do now nothing, just hope that weight loss is enough..The first day of surgery was ok, i mean pain and all but i reacted to the pain med. and was itching like crazy..
So, i took that for 24 hours and they switched me to something different. The 2nd day was hell i aint gona lie the gas and pain was BAD!!! I was wondering what the heck have i done to my self.. The 24 hours without liquid wasnt that bad compared to the pain!!! But, i got up and i walked and walked, i was determined to move ahead..Well, 3rd day was still painful , switched to lowertab and it worked better than the pump. Blue ice chips were good and i did turn blue!!!lol i guess i was a smurf for a day!!!! My friend had surgery the 24th and she wasnt doing good , her kidneys didnt wona function and i was sooo upset
But, we prayed and it was a long night... WELL, i stayed an extra day so they could watch my suger and it turned out ok and my friend did too !!!! SO, here i am venting to anybody that will listen, im depressed and wondering if its ever gona get easier but as im typing this i realize that its just gona be hard and i gotta suck it up and keep going!!!! Im gona keep praying and listening to the man who controls everything GOD and try to remember he sent me on this journey and im not alone !!!!!
AMI
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Surgery went fine except they didnt do the liver biopsy. Someone left the papers out and i didnt get it done and it was soooo important. Ive been sick for 7 years and i so needed an answer. But what can i do now nothing, just hope that weight loss is enough..The first day of surgery was ok, i mean pain and all but i reacted to the pain med. and was itching like crazy..
So, i took that for 24 hours and they switched me to something different. The 2nd day was hell i aint gona lie the gas and pain was BAD!!! I was wondering what the heck have i done to my self.. The 24 hours without liquid wasnt that bad compared to the pain!!! But, i got up and i walked and walked, i was determined to move ahead..Well, 3rd day was still painful , switched to lowertab and it worked better than the pump. Blue ice chips were good and i did turn blue!!!lol i guess i was a smurf for a day!!!! My friend had surgery the 24th and she wasnt doing good , her kidneys didnt wona function and i was sooo upset
But, we prayed and it was a long night... WELL, i stayed an extra day so they could watch my suger and it turned out ok and my friend did too !!!! SO, here i am venting to anybody that will listen, im depressed and wondering if its ever gona get easier but as im typing this i realize that its just gona be hard and i gotta suck it up and keep going!!!! Im gona keep praying and listening to the man who controls everything GOD and try to remember he sent me on this journey and im not alone !!!!! AMI
Surgery tomorrow!!!
Mar 22, 2009
Well, my day is tomorrow and i am nervous.
I have been in this process for a year and my day is finally here. Im on clear liquids ,so ya know im hungry, but my nerves are taking care of that.I have so many questions running around in my head.
No, im not crazy just feel that way right now. I havent posted in awhile but i will continue to post through this process. Reading all of everyones posts and stories have really helped me on bad days and motivated me to move forward. I will be having a liver biopsy also, so i hope i get good news .Thanks to all my OH friends and thank GOD for bringing me this far and i know he will be with me....PRAY FOR ME,
AMI
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I have been in this process for a year and my day is finally here. Im on clear liquids ,so ya know im hungry, but my nerves are taking care of that.I have so many questions running around in my head.
No, im not crazy just feel that way right now. I havent posted in awhile but i will continue to post through this process. Reading all of everyones posts and stories have really helped me on bad days and motivated me to move forward. I will be having a liver biopsy also, so i hope i get good news .Thanks to all my OH friends and thank GOD for bringing me this far and i know he will be with me....PRAY FOR ME,AMI
My surgery date
Feb 01, 2009
Well, i have my surgery date!!!!! March 23 , just 4 days after i turn 38!!!! I have so many different emotions about it. Im happy and scared!!!! My diabetes has been so outa control, cause im insulin resistant. Im just praying for the weeks to fly by so i can start a new me!!!
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