also1216
Well, I finally did it!! After being a chicken and not having surgery over a year ago with one of my best friends, I finally decided to stop feeling sorry for myself while I watched her waste away. Shrinking away to nothing while I got bigger and started having more health issues. So for the first time in my life, I am actually going to keep a New Year's resolution..............my surgery is scheduled for December 28! I am so excited. It only took me 20 days to be approved. When my pcp told me that I was borderline diabetic, it scared me to death, but did it make me eat different? For about 2 months, then when I went back to the doctor and my glucose numbers dropped, the scare went away and I fell back into the same old routine..............stuffing my face. Take a look at my disgusting picture! This was taken a month ago at work at our United Way campaign. I was excited because their was a chilli/gumbo cook-off that day and I could eat 100 little cups and no one would know, until the camera man snapped this picture. He had the nerve to even ask me if he could post it and of course I threatened every inch of his life if he did. It was disgusting, I was disgusting.........as a matter of fact, all of my pictures are disgusting. Truth be known, the only skinny pictures I have of me is when I posed with my face and they super imposed someone else's body on me. My neighbor and I did this together in Las Vegas, so we know what we COULD look like. Once my first goal of having a successful surgery takes place, another goal will be to go and have the pictures retaken with our real new and improved bodies!
