This message is for my wife, my lover and most importantly my best friend. You have always been an important part of my life, eventhough at times I've never shown you the right way. I want you and everyone who reads this to know that I loved you the way you were and the I'll continue loving you for all time. I'm sorry that I can't be there to hold your hand and be there for you during your time. I am saying a prayer for right now 10,000 miles away. I love you baby.