Trish, I think your weight loss is great! Don't beat yourself up. Give yourself hugs and smile, it will happen!!! I am losing slower than most, and I'm exercising and eating small meals. I hardly ever look at the scale, but the clothes keep getting smaller. I still see a heavy person, yet others are always remarking about my success. You have to remember, sometimes we're blind to our achievements. Hang in there and smile, it will work! (HUGS)