ok I know it been a while but I'm sooo sorry for not updating for a while! i just didnt have any good news to say yet, but i do got something to update today, well actually i had this some what good news sense monday,
well i called stanford monday, cause i was told the last time i had called, that they will not send in any paper work for approval till 6 week before my surgery date, well it happends to be 6 week before my surgery date this past monday 3/08/04, so when i first called monday i was told she'll call me back so she can get that info, well less then 5 min she called me back, telling me, "nope nothing yet", thinking no they havent send for athurization(sp?) yet, well, i was like, ok when will they send in the paper work and when should i call again, i was told that, no, i got her wrong and they submitted the paper work already and did it sense last week sometime (didn't ask for the correct date)so she called central coast alliance and they said it was still pending!! yea!!!!! OK OK!I getting excited, I know it's just waiting for the approval but just to hear it was submitted was the most greatest news, i had so much problems with this lady there the last time i had called( i wont mention any names but thank god i didnt get hold of her) I had got hold of the very nice lady, she was so sweet and very helpful, you know, it's peolpe like that, that makes the world a better place to be, god bless her. well she also told me when she finds out, the first thing she will do is give me a call right away, well now it's friday and i had no call yet from her and i didnt want to call her(i dont know why now im kicking my self) i just didnt want to bug her. well I'll post next time i hear somthing and any one who is reading this please pray for me and for those who do, please just post your name on my comments and i will send prayers your way in return, god bless you!! GOD IS GOOD!
I also wanted to share somthing with you, as you read i have 4 children, pop's (louis)he's my oldest, he is such a support to me he reminds me how beautiful i am in and out, and how happy he is to have a mom like me, and every so often he would tell me look mom this is a very very pretty lady and your gonna look like this, I'm like yea right! and this lady he's talking about is almost showing her but has big boobies and just one of those model looking types you know those ones we deam about looking like, well he calls me to the living room and tell me see mom this is how you'll look and tell me, this is how he already see me, ok I got a lump in my through as big and a bolder, my eyes started tearing and i was like "mijo" give me a hug!! he's so excited about me having this surgery he can't wait, he keeps telling me and reminding me i have so many days and how many days are left and he's gonna help dad with the other boysand his little siter and he's gonna be good and listen and not get in to any trouble, i'm like ok it's always the oppisite with you, don't freak me out like that. well he's just a very good boy deep in side, well all my kids are there such people pleasers, and would always think of you comfert before theres, it's just how he keeps reminding me i'm a wonderful person and how much he's got my back in this and constantly is telling me everything is gonna be ok. well I'll keep you posted in what happens, i got to go get some tissue now and hug my children.
GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!
WENDY MORALES