HI all havent posted here in a long time been crazy in my life , to keep all posted my son did make it home for the holidays , walked in and didnt do nothing but cry said mom you never had this much energy in your life , I was pleased to be able to run around and do all kinds of things with the kids and not feel tired , Today i went for my 5 month check up , i lost a total of 189 pounds so far , 118 since the surgery thats alot of weight , Im happy its a whole person , i never could have done that before , I do see some differences in my way i walk and stuff ,Im still the same person in side but i do look alot different on the outside , Im really happy have alot more to go , but im ready , im out there in the rain in the cold and the heat walking walking walking , i just joined mall walkers at the local mall ( were not suppost to bring your pocketbook to the stores with you and you just keep walking ) not much fun its like a hugh tease each am but its ok i can dream when i walk pass the 5-7-9 shop and say yep one day baby your going to fit on my body ,,,,,,