Angel, don't give up. Where there's a will, God will find a way. Say a lot of prayers and remember if this is His plan then the money will eventually come. I felt the same dissapointment with trying to come up with the over $4000 for my surgeon. He is a PPO provider and my insurance approved my surgery, everything seemed wonderful. Then I realized there was no way I could come up with the money up front. The surgeon wouldn't do it any other way. I had my friends start a letter campaign to help cover medical expenses. I can send you a copy of the letter if you are interested. It worked. They sent it to church members, PTA members, all relatives (even very distant). Let me know if you are interested. I'll pray for you. Love in the Lord, Kristi