I have been researching the open RNY. I've decided that the risks far outweigh the potential benefits. My husband says that I am silly for wanting this surgery. "I love you the way you are", he says. But what he can't understand is that I am not doing this so that others will love me... I am doing it so that I will love me.
I have started yet another diet... I think that the surgery will be easier on me if I can lose a little weight before hand. I think that I have chosen to have my surgery at South Pointe Hospital in St. Louis with Dr. Daniel Fabito. I have contacted their NewStart program for an informational packet and seminar dates. I am very excited, eager, and a little nervous. I am confident that I can get a Dr to say that it is a medical necessity and refer me to the surgeon. (I have no regular family doctor or PCP.) My greatest fear is not the pain, or missing food, or vomiting... my greatest fear is my insurance denying me... I have MC+, which is a form of Medicaid. I have researched and found that Missouri Medicaid will approve the surgery if two things are true 1. A Dr diagnoses me with concurrent or complicating medical condition as a primary diagnoses-- obesity not being that condition... i.e. sleep apnea,GERD,stress urine incontinence, irregular periods... any of my comorbidities may qualify (not sure)AND 2. Obesity is the secondary diagnosis.
So, in other words, the Dr has to say that A) this is what is wrong with me B) the best way to correct this is for me to lose weight C) the best way for me to lose weight is to undergo the requested surgery.
I have an appointment with my case worker on Weds 5/1/02. I am going to talk to her and see if she knows how I am to go about starting the process.
If anyone out there has any advice or words of wisdom I could really use them right now. I can't sleep-- I wake up just thinking about the day when I can run with my daughter and play... or when I can clean house without taking a break after every small task. Dust, sit,vaccuum,sit,do dishes,sit...
Thanks for listening to me vent... Talk to you all soon. Lea Anne