Hi Tonya!
My name is J.J., and I just wanted to tell you that it does get easier with the c-pap. I didn't think I would ever be able to wear that mask with the nose pillows. But that is the only one they would offer me because my insurance company only buys the very first one, and I roll around a lot in bed, and the nose pillows are the best for that.
The first time I tried it, I could only sleep about 45 minutes with it on... if I got to sleep at all. But slowly over time, it increased to 3 hours, then 6 then all night. It took me months though, so I do hope it happens faster for you.
Also, there is a website that cells cpap/bipap stuff and also has a lot of tips/info for users of this equipment.
Good luck!
--- J.J.