Michelle -- Best wishes and prayers lifted on your behalf as you encounter the toughest part of your journey. Be courageous and know that you are in good hands. Just do what the docs and nurses tell you to do after your surgery and you'll do fine. They are there to help. If they tell you to get up and walk, do it. Have someone who loves you there with you to assist you with the little stuff, like fluffing your pillow, etc. I pray you have a complication-free surgery and an easy-breezy recovery. Then, it will be on to the lighter side of life. You DESERVE it!