Sue-K

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Beautiful day. It was the first really good walk outside type day this spring. I got out and did some walking. It felt wonderful ! 

I have been cleaning up around my house a little today - finding all sorts of things that I have bought and not used. There are piles of books all over the house that have not been read, piles of yarn waiting to be knit up, all sorts of projects piled all over the place. It becomes really crystal clear to me that I have been out of control in other areas of my life as well as my eating. Spending, collecting, surrounding myself with stuff. And yet, it is never enought !! Can't eat enough, buy enough, get enough stuff to fill that emptyiness within. 

Which came first, the depression or the obesity - they are so inter-connected that it is probably a moot point..... I know that the fat head has always been there even when I have been physically thin. 

Yeah, I got issues.