angela.smith72

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I wanted this year to be different . I hear all the time how great i look how well im doing but truth be told im not doing well i feel so crappy most every day i take my clothes off i get grossed out everything saggs i have so much extra skin and its ugly . I started feeling alone i think my husband liked me better when i was over 400lbs he never really spends time with me anymore so im just lost ive started eating unhealthy and thats not good.all i do is work and home maybe gym few times a week so now what do i do all my friends were slim and trim i was always the fat friend i cant talk to them they dont understand i wish i just get it out to some one who truly can understand what im going through my goal is to be better in 2011 i plan to get me right work out more eat better and get rid of anyone in my life who is not good for me .

ok its been almost a year in less than 3 weeks and i feel great but very depressed lately i see people that i havent seen in a while and they dont regonize me which makes me feel great however i wish i see what everyone else sees i have so much extra skin and that makes me depressed and i cant do anything about it yet so i still feel fat i really need to talk to people who maybe are going through the saMES THINGS if any one is please let me know i need support ,help and just someone to talk to  

I had wls almost a year ago my journey started the january of 2009 i started dieting i was 400 plus lbs i had wls september of 2009 i had lost about 60 to 70 lbs since september i have lost about 160  now i am so depressed i am gratfull to have lost the weight but now i have so much extra skin that i feel gross when i was larger i felt better  now i feel grossed out i cant wear the things i wanna or do some things i wanna do because of this  i cant have skin reduction insurance dont cover it i need some advice if any one has ideas please let me know