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Found a support group finally and love them!

Yesterday I was in a bad mood and tried to make myself feel better with food. And it does not work anymore!!! This is a good and a bad thing. The good thing is that I can't make myself feel better with food, this is a good thing. The bad thing is that I am at a loss at what to do. I know there are other things that I need to try but I feel like I want to mourn the loss of food. I have not been eating right the past 3 weeks and have not lost any weight. I am not in a good place at all.

I guess not much happens around here in Kansas. I got an email from the local paper if I would be willing to do a newspaper article about my surgery and I said yes. But I was not expecting to make the front page! Well here is the article - a few things they got wrong = my Mom is from Maryland not PA and chose not to get lap-band not laproscopic.

http://www.marysvilleonline.net/articles/2009/10/19/news/doc4ad64681e5597681013548.txt

Went to surgeon for check up today and all is good. I need to start iron supplements and that is it!

But I AM SOOOOOO TIRED and I can't think straight. Maybe because it is late...I am going to bed...

I am so happy that I finally stopped hovering and I am losing weight again! I stepped up my drinking of water and exerising more! But had a bad day with NO energy yesterday..the holy spirit was the only thing that got me through the two worship services! But this morning I am feeling much better after sleeping in!

I have started back at work and I am just zonked!! Where has all my energy gone? I just want to lay on the sofa and stay there! I seem to have some energy in the morning then by lunch I am done! I just got back my 1st month blood test results and I am low on iron and my hemoglobin is not that high either so at least I have a reason. The frustration is that I have so mmuch stuff to do as a pastor of three churches that I can't get it done and I am just falling more and more behind and forgetting more and more things. Just very frustrated at the moment....grrr

I have been hovering with my weight right around 292-293 since Tues! Grrr..I do not know what I am doing wrong....I am eating the same things and I did not get out to excerise the past two days but I was doing alot of walking with what I was doing so I thought I would be ok. I need to call the doc on Monday and see what I am going wrong. Very angry....

I am excited to find out that the diziness is happening but it is because of my blood pressure meds! So the dr has taken me off one med and cut another one in half!! I am so excited!!!

I am worried that I am eating too much at meals or not eating enough. I need to call the nuristist today...

I am dealing with lots of dizziness since labor day weekend! I called the drs and they said it was due to my blood pressure meds and they changed how much I take but it is still not making a huge difference. So every time I get up or bend down I feel icky. On top of that I have been feeling nausua (sp?) the past two days.

Besides that I am still losing and was able to go out today to Walmart and do some errands. So good things are happening! My Mom leaves on Monday and it will be hard to see her go after her being here for a month and then work starts back up on Sept 18th!

I switched over to puree food today. VERY hard....I just figured out the liquid stuff!!! I am a bit stressed out about it. And is watching to see if what I will eat...will I react to it and throw-up or not. So I ate some beef and potatos....and waited, Nothing so far...but I do not like the waiting....